in like sin.

365 days

2009-08-23T14:24:00.004+10:00

you go on, i'll be okay
i can dream the rest away
it's just a little touch of fate, it'll be okay
it sure takes its precious time
but it's got right and so have i

i turn my head up to the sky
i focus one thought at a time
i do not let the litte thieves
under my tightly buttoned sleeves

you couldn't be a longer time
i feel like i am walking blind
i have nowhere i'll have time

there are no legible signs,
there are no legible signs

i like the way that you talk
i like the way that you walk
it's hard to recreate
such an individual gait

you wait your turn in the queue
you say your sorries and thankyou's
i don't think you're ever
a hundred percent in the room

you're not in the room
you're not in the room

deepest of the dark nights
here lies the highest of highs
neopolitan dreams,
stretching out to the sea

---

i keep trying too hard and getting nowhere.
so my plan now is to sit back and let things come together on their own
(or fall miserably apart, whatever)
i dont really want to be sitting here overthinking things, and pulling them apart. if i get too into the details, i miss the bigger picture.

i have a 365 book now. its a journal type thing, and i fill in one page a day for - wait for it - 365 days. my life for a year. if you ask nice, i might show you at school or smth. i started on thursday :) i hope it doesnt turn into one of those projects i abandon midway because ive lost my passion for them, i hope hope hope not.

2009-08-16T15:04:00.001+10:00

in light of recent events, i stopped last night to think about all the games people play. not to exclude myself from this. if anything, id say play them the hardest.

i began to wonder last night exactly who was stringing who along.
the problem with me thinking that i couldnt have possibly contributed to our situation, and that it was all you, is that i'll never know what YOU'RE thinking. maybe you're clinging onto the same chain of logic. maybe it affects you the same way it makes me want to sob, want to giggle, want to never sleep or eat or move or speak again, the same way it makes me tremble.

or maybe it doesnt.

then again, ill never know. you have such a reputation.
although i'll never see into YOUR head, i have mine sitting on a neck and two shoulders that have seen a shitload of drama and carried quite a bit of weight. i delved into the deepest, darkest corners of my mind trying to figure out what makes me do some of the things i do, but i found nothing i cared to admit. search rendered useless by my own inability to face the truth.

for once, i will finish what i start, and i will see this to the end. i chose my stance for whatever reasons i had at the time and it'd be against my character to give in now, hey? i'll deal with things as they come, because thats what ive always done, and its gotten me where i am now. i cant really say if where i am now is good, bad, or somewhere in between but dont fix it 'til its broke, i say. really, really, broke.

BLOG TOO SERIOUS? SHIT, FIX IT! SAY SOMETHING ILLOGICAL.
Here, take this. Or something.

I AM

2009-08-09T13:14:00.002+10:00

sitting in an emotional shithole.
everything is wrong.
wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong.

2009-08-02T14:47:00.003+10:00

wrap my arms around your name
feel your breath against my pain
as i breathe out, the past is gone

empty smile, naked heart
who i was, falls apart
when you're here inside of me

feel til you're numb, depth perception
becoming the new deaf and dumb

i'm losing myself just to find a place in your mind
changing myself just to stand alone in your eyes
pull me in, take me out, make me over

read the wave, ride your fears
in this ocean of years
we've been here, swimming on

take me deep til I find
every corner of your mind
we've been here, swimming on

touch til you taste all the time we are
wasting alone waiting here

i'm losing myself just to find a place in your mind
changing myself just to stand alone in your eyes
pull me in, take me out, make me over
and shout me out loud, shout me out loud.

dont call it a comeback

2009-07-15T13:10:00.003+10:00

you sure dont make it easy, do you?
you couldnt just.. be someone else, something else.
here i am on the 28th level of the centrepoint tower, presented with a priceless opportunity to learn and maybe even do my motherfucking future some good. for some ridiculously MORONIC reason, though, i find myself not being able to focus. just because youre there, dangled in front of me on a string by some sadistic dickhole of a god i dont believe in.
im so TIRED of wondering. i HATE wondering. what youre thinking, what youre doing, whether youre not there or just not talking to me. not having a phone or the internet for so long has probably been good for me, as much as ive hated the absence of such technology. just 2 days with both at hand and my mind has been stuck on overdrive, speeding in all the wrong directions.
dont think im talking about just one person, no my life will never be that simple. its EVERYTHING. EVERYONE. how you all had to go and FUCK things up for yourselves AND FOR ME. what is it exactly that you all expect from me? im a little dim so dumb it right down, if you've been sending me signals - i havent been getting them. im confused. why cant any of you just give me what i want?
especially you.
it might be the coffees making my moods swing so violently but for fucks sake, how can the way i feel for an entire day depend so solely on you? you dont have to care or even notice but with a minimal amount of your effort, my focus is shattered and my self-esteem shaken.
how hard is it to believe that for once in my gorey, unsalvageable trainwreck of a life, i might want something to work out in my favour? just one thing, anything. i dont want to have to give a shit anymore, ive had enough. i want to be selfish and careless, i want to hate and complain without consequence.
i know very well that heaps of people have it worse than me, but a lot fucking dont. oh, the beggars in asia dont have food and the kids in africa have aids but as much as id like to give a damn, i dont. it doesnt directly affect me in anyway and ill probably never even meet an 8 year old with HIV. when you think about it - their entire world is like that, and they know nothing else. i spend every waking hour of every fucking day seeing or hearing about how everyone else's life is just dandy. that, or theyre whining without the fucking right to.
i dont want to be rational! i dont want to calm down, i dont want to be optimistic, i dont want to not worry about things and no i dont want to talk about it.
its like every emotion its possible for me to have has been put in a blender on pulse for 6 hours. mixed feeling smoothie, coming right up.
in the end i dont need for this to be interesting, entertaining or thought-provoking, or for it to even make sense, because this isnt a return to blogging. its an outlet, its a waste of time, its hilarious, its practice, its just another dumb teen who will never know or experience everything, no matter how strongly she wants to believe it, not even close.

#122 - "sissy" blogging, basically

2009-04-19T14:12:00.002+10:00

eyes lit on sharp threats from dark lips
but lights press the soft skin to rough hands

extra marks to whoever gets what ive named my blog.

so, went ID at the luna park big top on tuesday. it was crazy, so many people were there. by the end of the night i was soaking wet. some of it was water, some of it was my sweat and the rest was other people's sweat :L the bad thing about being short is that you're just yknow doing your thing, dancing or whatever and then some tall guy doesnt see you there, starts pumping his arm up in the air in time with the music, and you end up with a faceful of armpit.

it was okay though, i spent most of the time right at the front cos all the tall people let me go in front of them lol. i was there with mariam, karols and platini but they decided to leave around 9:30. i stayed with another friend, naomi, until the end of the night which was 11 ish. had an awesome night. dancing for 5 straight hours (Y)

the whole place was kinda sleazy though. you look around and theres couples making out and dry-humping LOL. and theres the guys who come up behind random girls and start grinding into them and all kinds of shit like that. i mostly stayed out of trouble :) just gotta feel sorry for the girls who are gonna find pictures of themselves on myspace with someones hand on their boob or a shot of themselves drunkenly sucking face with a stranger.

"face down, ass up, thats the way we like to fuck"
ok, i know the event was for u18's but i seriously saw this little kid there and he couldnt have been more than 10 or 11 years old. he was getting shoved around a bit until some older guy, who i assume was his brother, steps in. he stands in front keeping one hand on the kids chest, points his finger at all the tools says, "HEY, HEY. FUCK OFF ALRIGHT? FUCK OFF." the funniest part was how smug the kid looked standing there behind his bro hahah. after that, the bullies cleared a path so the boy could get all the way to the front and made sure they didnt bother him again.

i couldnt believe a can of redbull costed $6.50 at the venue. not even the big cans, the little ones. i prolly spent 10 or 15 dollars that night just buying a couple bottles of water. it was so HOT in there, and once you get into the middle of the crowd the air is really stale and everybodys skin is sticky. all in all though, worth it. very worth it.

wrap my arms around your name
feel your breath against my pain
as I breathe out, the past is gone
empty smile, make it hard
who I was falls apart
when you're here inside of me
feel til you're numb
depth perception becoming the new deaf and dumb

i got about 4 hours of sleep the night i went ID which was bad seeing as wednesday, the day after, i had to wake up early and drag myself to the train station. i signed up for the thing at the university of sydney, "degree in a day". heaps of people from hurlstone were there, as well as some people i knew from before and some people i got to know on the day.

oh also, john we're sorry we played that joke on you. i was really hoping you'd believe us when we said we were kidding cos i'd hate if you saw us as "those" kinda girls, yknow? we are responsible and mature people (: but apparently you knew all along that it wasnt real. so we were being tricked /: OH AND AND THANKS FOR SAYING IT ONLY ONCE, AND SAYING IT TO MEEEEE YOURE THE BEST :D you should never ever ever ever never never ever say it anyone else ever again. just me :D cos we all know what you said is trueeeee, and i mean cmon, how could you not?

ok so, back to usyd. courtney, kevinn, amanda, mariam and naflee were all there on the day. unfortunately, paul and kevint didnt quite get it :L everyone who made it in got to choose 2 courses to sample during the day. after all, its not that long til we have to start thinking about unis and stuff :/ so yeah, for my morning course i chose psychology and in the afternoon my pick was financial market trading.

after the campus tour, 20 painfully boring minutes of them trying to sell us the school saying how awesome it is and everything, we finally headed to the classes. nobody else had chosen psych as their morning course so i was forced to make friends. i met this girl, alexandra, who's in some performing arts school but is really interested in psychology. she goes dance with nicola burbidge from our school (: small world. so yeah, we did some group activites and some discussion, then we watched a video called bullshit which was basically a guy trying to prove that some theory was bullshit.

we met up with everyone again after morning courses, had complimentary pizza and soft drinks, and talked about whatever we'd just had. all the people in other courses had got some sort of freebies, so i felt kinda gypped, but whatever. free pizza :D

after about a 40min break, we were all split up again into afternoon courses. this time i had mariam with me, so it was all good. we dragged some random girl named sally into one of our play fights which was pretty funny.
"yeah dont talk to that retard, she'll kidnap and rape you."
"oh yeah whatever, listen to what that stupid bitch says. shes a dirty cheating liar!"
"er.. okay.. guys.."
LOL so yeah. coming to realise how big the usyd campus is, we had to walk 15 minutes to the economics and business building and guess what. they made us sit in one of the computer labs for like another 20 minutes doing nothing because the person who was meant to come and do the course was "late". so we get some curry chick who rambles on and on about nothing in particular when the other instructor we had enters the class and says, "err actually.. the guy's in japan." WHAT THE FUCK? so what do they do, they take us on another campus tour. ffuuuunnnn. being totally fed up, once we saw an opportunity, mariam and i dashed off from the group and headed towards redfern station.

we were both pretty tired from ID the night before so we kinda just sat on the station and slept LOL hobos. it was about an hour before everybody started coming out to meet up with us after their courses. mariam was really sleepy so she went straight home but i decided to stay with the others who were going to just hang around the city for the rest of the day.

courtney, kevin, thuy, amanda and hien was our group. we didnt do anything particularly fun to be honest. lots of walking, a bit of shopping. i probably got home around 6 that day? slept 12 hours, from 8 to 8.

realised I was passing through
From the moment I saw you
i was hypnotized
couldn't wait to get you alone
so I could walk with you
so I could talk with you, oh

tomorrow is my birthdaaayyy!
i dont guess or expect anything (presents i mean) because if i do get something, its a total surprise.
and you know how i love surprises (:
also, thanks for not making any "YOU CAN HAVE SEX NOW" jokes.
actually.. nobodys made any at all. makes me wonder what youre all thinking.

/ julie.
sunday, 19th april, 2k9
4:23pm.

#121 - from karols house.

2009-04-14T16:12:00.002+10:00

so i'm at karols house. we're leaving for ID in about 15 minutes, hope its fun.
haha i have a phone now. ask for my number (;
its also almost my birthday. im.. mildly excited? not sure haha. im turning 16, how oooold.

you were always predictable, always so predictable.
cos thats right, everything always has to be my way. right?
when did this turn into some kind of tug-of-war? i admit i was selfish in not thinking even once that this wouldnt affect everyone else. it was you, and me. you always had to win didnt you? you poor poor boy, you have everything so tough. didnt your mummy cut the crusts off your sandwich?
you've MADE this a problem. i know why though. because when were we all there for you? whenever you had a problem, something to talk about. and now.. we're all gone. you have nothing. so what have you done? you've reverted back to what you, deep down, felt to be the root of your every friendship. drama. angst. neediness. now theres something to whine about isnt there? you know i hate it when you lie. be honest to yourself. what do you really have to complain about?

/ julie.
tuesday, 14th april, 2k9
4:23pm.

#120

2009-04-05T15:54:00.000+10:00

i dont think i get online often enough to even blog about daily happenings anymore. leads to long long posts that im sick of writing and you're all sick of reading. so yknow. i did wanna talk about a few specific things though.

first of all, http.skxdlux.blogspot.com.
everybody was talking about it. i figure i dont really have the right to say things like "that person was wasting their time", "they must have no friends" etc because as syd so bluntly pointed out to me one business studies lesson as i read the blogs, "youre just as bad as they are for taking so much interest." but its true. people left hundreds of comments on these posts, people who dont even go to hurlstone. all these people saying things like "why dont you go and make some friends instead of wasting your life on this stupid blog bitching about other people" ... what are you doing? so yeah. i dont really know when but the blogs been taken down, good riddance.

second: coping.
ive observed lately that everybody has different ways of coping with their feelings whether its regret, anger or just stress. for example, the new kids. we met 3 new girls this year. i can say reasonably surely that all of them miss (or missed) their old schools. we have courtney - who talks to us about it, and makes sure she still spends time with her mates from thomas hassle. next we have lyn - who i thought fit in well when she first came here, but lately shes been withdrawn from the larger group. i can tell things here at hurlstone are really different from what shes used to at busby. we sit around in big rowdy groups whereas at busby they probably hung out in small but close-knit circles. thirdly, emily - who left. went back to freeman. im thinking it was a kinda drastic thing to do seeing as she hadnt been here all that long at all before jetting off. i guess she just wasnt bothered going through all the notions of getting to know new people when she already knew so well the people at her old school. people are funny like that.

third: what people think.
im beginning to realise how much this matters to some people, most people. everybody has to care a little bit, right? or else they wouldnt make friends, build relationships. i figure if you hate yourself enough, you find it easier all the time to be somebody you've made up. if people get to know the real you; your strengths, your weaknesses, isnt it easier for them to hurt you? but if you have to keep lying and faking and pretending, one day youre going to slip up. then where are you? i know people who have to act all the time because they want to be some kind of flawless, not even theirs but everyone elses epitome of perfect. i just dont see why.

holidays.
theyre so close, i can smell them. tomorrow is the beginning of the end of this term. then the holidays. it hasnt even begun to hit me that the exams are RIGHT after the break, but i think it will hit me eventually. i think it will hit me quite hard. in the nose. until then, i can wait happily for I.D, for my birthday, for all the free time i'll waste instead of studying.

today is actually natalies birthday so, again, happy birthday.
this has been a very random blog, i know. isnt it great?

/ julie.
sunday, 5th april, 2k9
3:55 pm.

# 119 - selfanaylsis, and birthday wishes for a girl i adore.

2009-04-03T18:25:00.002+11:00

i suppose i swear a lot. i get obsessed with silly things, and im more comfortable talking to strangers than i am talking to my family. its easy for me to start friendships/relationships but i find the hard part is usually maintaining them. i pick up on song lyrics pretty quickly. i dont like being anywhere thats too quiet, or too clean. i am a full time procrastinator. i can absolutely hate someone, yet still want them to like me. anything will make me laugh, everything makes me worry, but not much makes me cry. i can be enormously close-minded. anger is usually my undoing. i would give away all my clothes and books before giving away my blanket. im inconsistent in everything i do and everything i am. except my bathroom habits, which are consistently strange. my computer has about 13058 viruses. i can be greedy, mostly when it comes to meat. sometimes i get this funny itchy feeling in my chest and i dont know what it is. i give names to the majority of my posessions. theres only about one day a month where i'll let other people take photos of me. i prefer to be behind the camera than in front of it. i am fussy and demanding. unless i ask for help, i hate when people tell me what to do or how to do it. i could love you, hang on your every word, and you would never know. im not usually scared of confrontation, but i jump to conclusions a lot. i wear size 6 shoes. i dont co-ruminate (like they talked about in cosmo), i just ruminate. ive told someone i was a recovering anorexic to get out of trouble for eating a bigmac in myers. i wish i could write love songs. i think people with jet black hair and bright green eyes are the gorgeousest. only justine realised the underlying meaning. i dont believe in a god, but yours would frown at the amount of electricity i use. i have a hidden talent. i also have a thing for ribs, and alexa chung. at one point, i knew all the words to "i must be emo", "fergalicious" and the candy mountain song. i still know all the words to "gotta ketchum all". ive learnt not to be overly dependent on any one person, for anything. ive never learnt a lesson the "easy way", always the hard. i would humiliate myself to make a sad friend smile. i would probably humiliate myself to make a happy friend happier. i still cant believe i was the only one who laughed out loud when mr kearney said "equity hat" in legal studies. ive had lots of weird nicknames, like "giggles" or "pimple". i want to be good at 20 languages, but im not good at any. i want to be good at 20 instruments, but im not good at any of those either. i really really dont like cats. i think taylor swift is wrong. my birthday is on the same day as hitlers, which i think explains a lot. hamish from hamish and andy has a nice laugh. i can do logarit`hms. i find it hard to sleep when my room is silent. britney spears once woke me up at 3 in the morning. if its green and looks like jelly, ill probably eat it. i touch my hair a lot, like all the time. my 10 year old cousin knows roman numerals better than i do. i dont believe in horoscopes but i read them anyway. most mornings, i dont need to brush my hair. 5 days is the longest my room has ever stayed tidy, and i was at camp. i put toys in pillowcases and call them "baby". i have to have a nap most afternoons. i dont wait for cars to pass, cars wait for me. sometimes when i listen to music, my breathing or my steps change pace to match the song. im secure with being insecure. everybody tells me i sound different on the phone, and that i "waddle". i am uncontrollably, unexplainably, and unrelentingly clumsy. i think people who dont eat meat are strange. there are exactly 4 people who would be able to sway my opinion on anything. in year 5, i broke a boys nose. a lot of the time im not sure if im controlling my feelings or ignoring them. i can be really shallow. teachers dont like me because i sleep in class but still do reasonably well in tests. when i start talking about how im the tallest person in the world, humour me. i hate corny/mushy/sappy. im a pretty good liar. orange lollies are my favourite. most of the time, you can gauge how close i feel to someone by how often i feel like calling them names eg "hello uglyperson/slutface/bitch." both my memory and my hearing are absolutely shocking. i love the freckle on my lip. kevin thinks im really good at writing acrostic poems. i get dejavu a lot, and dream almost every night. i am thoroughly in love with david copperfield. i know what im going to name my kids. feet and bellybuttons weird me out. i do stuff like this when im bored, or i sit alone and talk into a fan.

NATALIE
happy sweet 16th, bunny. you give me the best kind of toothache.
i love you love you love you love you even if you do make me eat gum wax.

/ julie.
friday, 3rd april, 2k9
6:34pm.

# 118 - the apple store.

2009-03-24T14:16:00.002+11:00

I AM AT THE APPLE STORE!

# 117 - unproductive weekend.

2009-03-15T19:45:00.004+11:00

made a new bg, changed the layout a bit. hope you like the change.
also, i went back and added photos to quite a few posts so go through my archives and see whats new, especially the post on the formal.

ok, so.
i didnt have the time to write about thursday and friday, which were so much fun. we had senior science first period thursday, and ive gotta say mrs jackson is the coolest teacher ever. she was like to us "alright, if we all work well this period, i'll let everyone make sherbet." after about 10 minutes of work she said, "forget it, we'll make the sherbet first." LOL it was sooo nice, and we were all throwing it around and stuff. lily used it to write her name on the back of nicks jersey and nick retaliated by throwing half a cup of it at her. at one point, lily tried taking a whole teaspoon of it at once but it mustve tasted really bad cos she spat it out and it dribbled out of her mouth hahahaha rofl it was totally gross.

sad thing is, i have pictures of all this BUT on friday, i lost my freaking camera oh my god. im hoping someone at school has it, but im doubtful. YKNOW WHAT SUCKS? omfg whoever has it is going to go through my photos and stuff and find the video justine recorded of me dancing around in my pyjamas acting like an idiot -_______-" WHAT IF THEY PUT IT ON YOUTUBE? omggggggg suicideeeeee

anyway, enough whining. after senior science we had legal with mr kearney. i still had my cup of sherbet and he was like "what is this? *sniff* it looks like coke" OMG ROFL stupid mr kearney.

FRIDAY was good too. we had shave for a cure :D HEY GUESS WHOS BALD. KEVIN! bah, i took photos of people getting their hair shaved and coloured but kfhglerfkngwolefirhg omg farrout. shave for a cure got us out of like 4 periods. the guys who came to do the shaving, from paris hairdressing, were soo dodgy! there was a woman who looked like the wicked witch of the west, two girls who looked like druggies, and a man who was probably the girliest out of all 4. they did really shonky jobs though and spraypainted peoples faces black.

at the end of the day, mariam, kevin and i went to liverpool to get kevins head fixed up cos it was all patchy. HES ALL BALD. itll take me a while to get used to it. it was kind of embarassing walking with them two around livo cos once in a while, mariam would just reach up and start stroking kevins head. WEEEIIRRDDDOOOO. hahaha

after liverpool, i got off the train at cabramatta and went looking for my "chesty"/canley buddies. for some reason, they were all sitting outside the library instead of inside, like usual. apparently it was closed, but i didnt check. met jims girlfriend alina, who was nice. we played 20c on strangers hahaha which i hadnt done in a while, not since i used to play it with like kevin, grace and all that. good game that one.

i wish i could say my weekend has been productive up to this point. i havent done a SINGLE bit of homework. on saturday, of course, i was at the library and spent the afternoon msning and such. that afternoon though, i went to some lame dinner to meet some americans who are apparently related to me. an auntie, an uncle, and a cousin i never knew about. this cousin, jenny (i know too many jennies), shes 17. a "junior" which im pretty sure equates to a year 11. i tried to be friendly and stuff but she mustve thought all australians were idiots.

julie; "so how was your flight over?"
jenny; "oh it was alright, i think i have jetlag though. thats when yo--"
julie; "i know what jetlag is."
jenny; "(surprised) oh ok, yeah, i have that."

what the fffff. anyway, yeah. she was pretty cocky. i have never heard such an annoying american accent, and she always spoke like therewerentenoughoursinthedayforpeopletolistentoher.

jenny; "like my perfume? its abercrombie&fitch. do you guys even have that here? i bet you dont."
julie; "..........sure."

she probably thought she was amazingly awesome and fun, and that everyone wanted to spend all their time with her.

julie; "have you got anything planned for while youre here?"
jenny; "not much, i think we're going to a temple tomorrow. what do you guys do here on the weekends?"
julie; "nothing in particular, im going shopping with some friends tomorrow."
jenny; "i dont think id feel comfortable with you and your friends, but you have fun."
julie; "(thinking) and where in that sentence did i even imply i wanted you to come?"

right right, enough bitching. she did get on my nerves but. they're staying at my aunties and theyll be gone in 2 weeks.

so while i was at this dinner, being patronised by some uppity american, a whole bunch of people from school got to go to the soundrelief concert. ive been hearing from everyone how awesome it was. why do they feel the need to brag to me when i didnt go? i didnt ASK to have it rubbed in my face, did i? guess im just a little annoyed. paul said he wasnt even going, so i didnt go either. i gave him a call today and hes like "SOUNDRELIEF WAS AWESOME, I GOT IN FREE." fucking oath, well good on you, want a medal? and milan "do you like coldplay? cos i got to touch chris martin, he ran the whole length of the oval, it was great" LOVELY, TELL YOUR MOTHER.

didnt go dfo either. "i have no money" "im lazy" "todays my martial arts day" "ILL BE TIRED FROM GOING SOUNDRELIEF"

/end rant.

so instead i spent the day here, at my aunties house, telling my cousins not to throw things at eachother or put food up their noses. after i hanged up angrily on paul, i talked to kevin for about an hour and a half which was totally BORINGGGG haha. not really looking forward to school tomorrow, especially if i dont get all my homework done tonight. speaking of which, i better go catch up on inequations.

sorry about the massive bitchrant

/ julie.
sunday, 15th march, 2k9
8:53pm.

# 115.

2009-03-14T15:03:00.000+11:00

ok, so. im gonna finish that blog off now.

so tien and i finished shopping around and figured we better head back cos it was getting lateish. it was so lol, we went into every gloria jeans we passed and bought babycinos hahaha YUM. and OH YEAH we saw purple police car! we got like, lost trying to find the train station but we got there eventually and spent the trip back reading mx and gossiping. heaps of fun (Y) i think im beginning to see now that its better to go with one person youre tight with than going in a large group of people youre just okay with. there couldve been other factors affecting the first half of my day but yeah, alls well that ends well.

the day after city, justine and tien came over to my house and met my cousins jenny and danny. lol, they always act up when theres people around they dont know. didnt really do much, helped jenny with her fractions, ate chips, played music and made fools of ourselves singing taylor swift songs with hillbilly accents.

the sunday after that (the first of march), a whole heap of people from school went to a mini-fair in liverpool that christina organised to raise funds for the victorian bushfires. they were facepainting, selling balloons, clothes, arty crafty stuff etc. it was alright i guess, the most fun was probably just bumming around selling balloons to people and playing music through the speakers in liverpool plaza.

amanda, justine, tien and i did perform in the talent quest though. sang a song. lol, well i shouldnt laugh, but there was this little girl who came to perform in the talent quest and she got all dolled up and everything but her act was a flop because christina epic failed with the props. only one microphone and a laptop that wouldnt connect properly to the speakers. what we had to do just to play music was hold the microphone up to the laptop so yeah. poor little girl went off the stage crying. MM GOOD ONE lol. in the end we made $1101.50 (:

monday was fun. mariam and i helped with PHILMING on the farm. right courtney? :L:L zhou and betcher were there too. WE SAVED A GOAT! its head was stuck in the fence and it looked like it was in pain. but yeah. WE PLAYED ON HAYSTACKS. i didnt actually want to be in the photo, but whatever.

on wednesday during sport, courtney, mariam and i continued with filming (not that we actually filmed anything). we went ATL loool and got orange juice to mix with coke. IT WAS SO GOOD. its our new thing. but yeah, we pretty much walked around and gossiped. we were talking about courtneys fear of birds and once in a while, just to try and scare her, id start waving my hand around in front of face and going "CAW CAW!" but she never fell for it. this is the conversation that came after about the 5th time i did it.

julie; CAW CAW!
courtney; very funny julie
mariam; yknow if a real bird actually flew down you would probably just think it was julie
julie; (while laughing) yeah and itd latch onto your face and start sucking your blood
mariam; (also laughing) like a leech with wings!
julie+courtney; -silence- then hysterical laughter.

ALSO! while we were sitting and talking about the "old days", i learnt something shocking, something that shook the foundations that all my friendships at hurlstone had been based on. i found out that when we were all in year 5, mariam and amanda had stolen and hid my bike. WHAT THE F! apparently it was because i used to be friends with this other girl at tutor they didnt like. and now, 6 years later, i realise it was THEM who pushed my bike into a bush or something. so yeah, i hate them both forever. lol.

i went to ellas house that afternoon. HER HUSKY ATTACKED ME, it was terrifying. it came up to my like hip and it kept running and jumping at me. i cried (just a little) and ella had just painted my nails so i was trying to wipe my face without damaging the finish. ellas brother found it hilarious. asshole, he's like 12 and still plays my little unicorn on the net.

not much else happened that week. i went livo with lily and kevin on thursday+friday afternoon. been growing my book collection. i have completed the tomorrow series and the rangers apprentice series now, as well as the first three artemis fowl books. not that i have much time to read nowadays, so much homework.

this week especially has been stressful. we had to present our economics assignments (we got 8/10 for ours) AND there was the english assessment. soooo stupid, im pretty sure i screwed up the essay. it was such a stupid question!
"control of self or others is the key to leadership/authority. how is this concept explored in your texts?" omg cmooon. i think the adv. english question was easier than ours! about misuse of power and stuff. also, ive noticed that our AOS is different to all the other schools' who are doing journeys. eiofhdjlSWIHDFO

librarys closing now, but my blogs are pretty much up to date.

next post
- shave for a cure
- sherbet
- something else i dont recall

might be going DFO tomorrow, with amanda. there was some really cool shirts in an Essential Man catalogue we found on the train.

/ julie.
saturday, 14th march, 2k9
4:26pm.

onehundredandfifteen.

2009-03-08T16:10:00.003+11:00

cant believe ive only posted once before, since the beginning of school. hard to see how i used to post so often. ive been keeping busy though, year 11 is really starting to take its toll on me. im like perpetually exhausted. but im learning heaps :D I CAN DO LOGARITHMS :D:D:D:D haha i tell everyone, and theyre like "oh, our class is up to functions." well phhttthhbbbb to you. im proud :D

it sounds like all work, but i have had a chance or two to just have fun. there was a lot on the week after johns birthday. umm we had that wired workshop on monday, teaching us how to cope with stress and all that, and these people from Invisible Children came on the tuesday to show us a couple of videos. they were all about the children in africa who are having to deal with all sorts of violence and stuff. it was pretty heavy stuff. wednesday afternoon, thy and joanna came to my house to borrow some books to read and stuff. all my canley girls got to go to coffs harbour for like 4 days, cos thys sister was getting married. lucky ducks got to stay in a beach house villa thing and/or perve on tanned and toned male beachgoers at their leisure.

there was no school on friday, so we headed to the city. thats amanda, justine, tien, quyen, lyn, phil, john, steven, chris, batehup, garner, milan, mariam and tony. forget anyone? anyway, my day didnt start off very well, i couldnt find anybody on the train so i sat down looking angry. a random guy, maybe a little older than us, decided to seat himself across from me and asked what i was so angry about. his name was allen. haha hi allen! i wouldve used my new friends mobile to call either justine or amanda, but he didnt have any credit and i wasnt really in the mood to ask another stranger. i sat with him until central, and got off.

i went to the payphone (with a little sheet of paper that had everyones numbers on it) and called justine. i finished dialing and put the paper down and, whaddya know, a slight breeze comes along, juuust strong enough to blow the piece of paper away from me. so there i am on central station listening to the payphone ringing and waiting for justine to pick up, while my one link to everyone else blows away from me agonisingly slowly, about a metre at a time. well justine picked up just as all my numbers hit the tracks and told me that theyd just got off the train too. i raged a bit, fell down a few stairs, and walked through a tunnel that i felt was about to be bombed.

anyway, we met up at galaxy world and our day started with the arrival of mariam and tony. didnt do much to be honest, and the fun didnt start til waaayy later. after watching the boys play MT for a while, everybody split up to find food. half the group went to hungry jacks and the other, cooler, half went to get korean bbq chicken again. yum (: after that we met up with the rest at capitols and waited like 3 FREAKING HOURS for them to edit and cut their pics. ffsssssssss take so long.

it was getting close to like 2 by then so we headed off to karaoke world. not phoenix, not k2, karaoke world. the floor was sticky, the lounges were falling apart, and not to mention it was like a 20 minute walk away from where we were. ah well, it was fun enough in there. people said they needed to leave about an hour into karaoke so everyone decided to leave.

NOWS THE FUN! me and tien went shopping! looloool just us two, and it was mad. best part of the day, definitely. we spent ages in that massive supre, and in the massive myers. GUESS WHAT I GOT. I GOT AN ED HARDY WATER BOTTLE! cchhyeeaahh! looks like this -

mad yeahhhh? well, i want these -

WTF I JUST SPENT THE LAST HOUR LOOKING AT EDHARDY STUFF AND NOW THE LIBRARYS CLOSING.

next post;
- babycinos
- youth generosity
- dog attack
- livo x4
- save the farm
- stolen bikes/leeches
- sound relief
- head shaving

enticing enough for you to keep checking back?

/ julie.
sunday, 8th march, 2k9
4:27pm.

onehundredandfourteen.

2009-03-08T15:14:00.003+11:00

/ julie.
sunday, 8th march, 2k9
3:20pm.

onehundredandfourteen.

2009-02-19T18:43:00.003+11:00

ive had plenty of opportunities to post since my last, but i theres always something to do these days. so much to say! uhh lessee, we'll start with the end of the holidays.

that was the day i went to mariams house. i kinda thought we were just gonna bum around her place all day, use net and play gh4 or whatever, but you never know what to expect with mariam. didnt even play gh4 for that long. i couldnt really get the feel of the drums lol, but i was okay on the guitar. dint try anything else, cos we rushed off to burwood so mariam could get a haircut.

i met mariams friend anna for the first time, she was nice. thinking about it now, i realise how ridiculously difficult we were being that day. while we were at burwood, mariam and i decided we wanted springrolls with sweet chilli sauce, springrolls with MEAT in them. VEG SPRINGROLLS ARE FOR WIMPS. lol so we walked left and right and up and down and around and about and in and out of westfields, in like 45 degree heat, looking for a place that sold exactly what we wanted.

what we didnt realise was that, being chinese new year, all the asian shops were closed lololo but we remained adamant for at least half an hour that we would eat nothing more, nothing less than meat springrolls with sweet chilli sauce. in the end we settled for food from some random place in the foodcourt of westfields. NEVER BUY ANYTHING FROM "MEE!" AT BURWOOD. NEVER. the food there sucked. i know right? what were we even thinking going to a place called "MEE!"

later that afternoon, mariam and i went to karols house. visited the park, let mariam chase ducks, watched tv, laughed at a 14 page long love letter that this girl wrote for some guy she liked, teased karols boyfriend about him shopping, called tony over, ate chicken+chips, and tried to finish a word puzzle we got from a newspaper on the train. to no avail. CAN ANY OF YOU MAKE A WORD OUT OF THE LETTERS "WINDOS" ? omg lol, we thought about it for AGES and got nothing. i hadnt seen mariam for like 2 months at that point though, so we had fun.

yes i realise how long this blog is going to be, but nobodys making you read it (: maybe you could read a paragraph a day, to tide you over til my next entry.

another opportunity i had to make a post was going to my cousins house. why? to use the internet. going to my cousins house to use the internet. instead of doing what i intended to do, i got caught up in a massive phone convo with justine, tien, john, phil, chris, paul and, at one point, steven. i love talking on the phone :D before i knew it i had to go home and hadnt even checked my emails.

my uncle took me and my cousins to this persons house in bonnyrigg to buy *cough* movies. you walk into the place and it is literally OVERRIDDEN with discs. in boxes, in cases, in sleeves, on shelves, in drawers, on the floor, they were EVERYWHERE. and they had almost aaanything you could think of. asian dramas, tv serieses, kids shows, newly released movies, and all for under $5 a disc :D the quality aint so good though, having been filmed in the cinemas and whatnot. but seriously, if the cops went into that place.. lol total pwng.

now to the important things. school started on the 29th of january, instead of on the 2nd of feb like we'd been told. i really didnt see the point of starting on a thursday, but so far, im liking year 11. I GOT TO TELL A JUNIOR THAT HE COULDNT WALK THROUGH THE HALL OF HONOUR. lolololo it was so good. the classes are smaller this year, things are different. you cant really rely on any one person to tell you where to go or what subject you have next cos everything is mixed up. my teachers are proving not to be so bad, especially miss jackson. i had a terrible impression of her cos she confiscated my ipod once, but shes alright. umm mr dillon is okay, as is mr kearney. so far economics is my favourite class, but id like to be in miss phams class. shes cool (Y) hahaha mr gippel broke his collarbone by riding his bike into a car ROFL the car didnt even hit him, he hit the car.

make no mistake this time around
and we could make the perfect sound
(*) THE PERFECT SOUND - ANAVAN

i figure i might subheadingerise the rest of the "notable" events so you guys can skip anything you dont feel the need to read. my days get all mixed up so its quite probable that nothing is in order, but its enough to get the point across.

- LAST SATURDAY ;
the whole chinese new year festival thingo thats usually at warwick. i dont really know why it was moved to fairfield showground, but whatevs. i got driven to tiens house at around 6 last, cos her place is really close to the showground. justine and amanda couldnt come so it was just us two until we got there and met up with mariam, john and andrew do. me and tien got to see zack! hahha lol, we went ballistic and climbed a fence and crossed a field to get to where he was going before him. then we hid behind a wall and once he got there we walked past looking casual and acted surprised when we saw him. "oh hey! we've met you before. arent you konrads friend?" rofl and the conversation went from there.

mariam ran into lannie, connie, gigi, karols and platini so our little group split up for a while, me with john and andrew do, tien and mariam staying with the rest. saw lots of people i knew actually, though not many from school. got a big monkey toy :D a big monkey toy that andrew do and david continually molested D: I REALLY WANTED A DUCK but nobody would win it for me, what phail. we ran into miss phams sisters! i was like to andrew do, "omigod is that miss pham?" and it wasnt her, but they heard us and said hi. miss pham and her little sister look REALLY similar. turns out miss pham was there with two of her kids, but we didnt run into her. it was really hot on the day so im glad we went at night. didnt get home until past 12.

- LAST MONDAY ;
once or twice a week, tien now has to go to cabra library afterschool for maybe two hours before she gets picked up. on the first of these days, i went with her to keep her company and ended up making some friends from chesterhill. tiens so shy, we tried to coax her into joining the conversation but she just sat and read. hello jim, tri and nak :D HAHAHA i was walking around with paul, kevin and tien looking for a place that would sell me flavoured cigarettes (for sarah) and after half an hour of listening to us talk about strawberry and chocolate "cigs", tien asked me "are they like, buns with cream in the middle?" AHAHAHAHAHAHAAH paul laughed the most for sure rofklforlfroflrolflforl. tien you classic hahaa. in the end, i got tri to get the chocolate ones for me cos he looks older.

- LAST TUESDAY ;
went liverpool with sarah, claudia and bonnie so we could get stuff for the swimming carnival. didnt really get much done cos we ended up sitting, eating and talking half the time we were there. did manage to get some chocolates and lollies for valentines day though. i heard that while i was at livo, tien and justine ran into my chesterhill buddies but tried in vain to avoid them. apparently, jim showed tien his underpants. too bad i missed out on that :L wouldve loved to have seen tiens face.

- LAST WEDNESDAY ;
this time lots of people came livo. john, andrew do, sophiea, bonnie, courtney, blosia, mariam, kaushalya, kevin, genvin, jack, mewbs, and other people i dont remember. i figure everyone was rushing around with last minute swimming carnival preparations but the main reason i went was to get my hair cut. blehbellehhebelelehosidfjlhsf! i have a full frontal fringe now, none of that side fringe junk. it felt so strange in the beginning and i almost cried the next morning, but now im really used to it.

blosia got her hair cut too :D we were both very happy with our cuts so i recommend stylz in liverpool westfields to anyone who wants to get their hair cut. the ladies there were really nice and asked us what we wanted every step of the way. i think courtney's gonna get hers done next week. i asked her why she didnt just come and do it at the same time as me and blosia, but she said she needed to "mentally prepare herself" haha.

- LAST THURSDAY ;
swimming carnival. i usually love swimming carnival but this year the weather had changed over the weekend and was decidedly miserable and i wasnt bothered going. instead, i went city with mariam :D i started getting really cranky in the morning cos people who said theyd come were dogging me at the last minute, like john and steven. i gave blosia a call and she picked up, sounding half asleep, and told me she was still in bed. so in the end, it was just me and mariam but i cant believe how much fun we had, it was awesome. we went to all the good shops, ate the best korean bbq chicken ever AND took capitols (:

it was the besterestesest. we had lots of "banjoland" moments, which made us laugh. so much in common, mariamllama (L) at one point, mariam walked backwards into some very strange looking guy on a street corner who wouldnt stop looking at her afterwards. hhaah she said he was like a rock because he didnt move and she just kinda bounced off him. roflroflroflol. mariam had to get a birthday present for tony, so i helped her with that. she didnt want to buy him clothes because that made her feel like his mother. she couldnt buy him perfume or a watch cos he wouldnt wear it, not books because he doesnt read, and not music cos he just downloads all of his. we ended up finding him some dvds - south park and family guy stuff. we thought about tickets too, but he doesnt listen to much mainstream stuff. i pointed out how hard it was to shop for him because his only interest was dota :L

lolo we went into that massive 3level supre store and we saw obama singlets! how cool. they had obamas face on them haha. we joked about getting them. like wearing them under our school uniforms then spontaneously jumping up in the middle of class, ripping our blouses open and declaring our love for the new american president. thank god we abandoned that idea :L we had a bit of a giggle when we saw a lady in a business suit waiting to cross the road. strange thing was - she was holding a tray of small cakes and biscuits. we were waiting to cross too so when we got to the other side, we watched the lady as she set down the tray next to where a homeless man had made his bed. that really made us smile.

all in all, a verrry good day. we cut it a bit close, getting back to fairfield just in time for mariams mum to pick her up from "school" but i think all the running for trains was definitely worth it. shame on all those people who chose instead to sit at school, in the rain, watching people swim. you dont know what you were missing out on (:

- LAST FRIDAY ;
back to school. i got pretty hyper on friday, eating so much sugar. what can i say? valentines day means lollies and chocolate :D i had a little gift bag full of them that i shared around to "spread the valentines day cheer". next year, amanda and i have decided we are going to come in wings and little dresses, with bows and heart shaped arrows. and flower petals. we'll be cupids (: people were sending to sing-o-grams to other people, although those yr 10's rrrreally neded some practice. they absolutely butchered the song "fall for you", it was terrible. that very song in fact, was the one WE sang to miss pham, telling her it was from andrew do ROFL he was so embarassed. he didnt actually do anything of the sort, but yknow, whatever. miss pham gave me, justine, paul and amanda maltesers for singing to her (: not that paul even sang, he stood to the side and provided "moral support."

as well as sing-o-grams, people were sending and receiving roses all willynilly too so everyone was really into it. i got sent a rose, but i dont know who it was from haha. if you know, tell me rofl. there was a big rush at the end of the day to get all roses and sing-o-grams out but those unorganised year 10's didnt get around to our grade. how lame :( i saw the list and i was supposed to get TWO roses, AND a sing-o-gram but oh wells. and no, i dont know who they were from. i get the feeling justine knows actually, but just wont tell me. shifty girl :L i didnt really feel like going straight home after school that day (i never really do) so i bummed around cabra for a while, and bumped into jim, tri and nak again. so us four, plus david and danica, sat in the library just joking around and stuff. i went home when it looked like it was about to rain, and so ended my week.

- WEDNESDAY ;
i was away on tuesday, but wednesday was pretty good. year tens got around to delivering the rest of the sing-a-grams from valentines day. i got mine :D twooo of em, to be exact. i was sent "it had to be you" by motion city soundtrack but the carolers (or whatever) didnt know it at all so they just sang me "im yours." oh and guess what, i got rickrolled. in person. they came into my maths class saying someone had sent me a verrrry sweet song. and THEN.. "never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down" loooololol. it was quite embarassing.

enough about me, wednesday was also johns birthday. HAPPY SWEET SIXTEENTH JOHN TRAN. you can buy knives now (: we gave him his present in the morning (some pokemon/mario figurine sets) and all gave him hugs. hope you have a good year johnjohn (L)

ok, so. its been like 3 - 4 weeks now? so yeah. kinda this year in general has been better i think. OHMYGOD GUESS WHATTTTTTTT. sophiea made it to hurlstone :D:D:D:D im so proud of herrrrr. when you introduce her as andrew do's little sister, peoples' reactions are always something along the lines of, "what? but youre so pretty." HAHAHAH. but yeah, im really happy shes here. theres lots of new people in our grade too. i havent met them all but theres around 8 new boarder girls, and maybe 10ish new daygos? um theres lyn, courtney, 2 amandas, a john and CHARLES. lyns personality and mine are really similar, we're spastic. anytime i wanna go livo afterschool, i can count on courtney being there and CHARLES IS SUPERUBERCOOL. hes my new best friend (:

and to my OLD best friend, youre still a jerk. you know what you did, and you know why im angry. for you to step into a group of friends, a group of MY friends, and go out of your way to wind me up - thats low. i can ignore your presence, and i can pretend you never existed. what i wouldnt do is waste my time embarassing you in front of your friends and then try to befriend you again. btw, i read your blog. i didnt realise there was an "our" song. not until i read the sing-a-gram list. anyway, yknow what i think? you dont hate me because im mad at you, you hate me because i made you hate yourself. have a good year :D

you took me to this party and i dont know anybody
but ill, wait for you
yeah, you left me here alone and youre not answering your phone
but ill, wait for you
cos the taxis just a fight and im your designated driver
and ill, wait for you
but tonight could be the night that you realise this is right
so ill, wait for you
(*) DO WHAT YOU LIKE - PASSENGER

the year has started off so well for me, but i cant really say the same for the people in victoria. theres so many bushfires and hundreds of people have died, thousands of homes have burnt down. they say on the news it might take weeks to put all the fires out. i suppose i feel bad complaining about the rain this week when the people in victoria are praying for it. i wanted to donate blood cos they also said on the news that the burns victims will need it for months and months to come but i realised there was three things in my way. one, im not old enough yet. two, im not within the weight limit. and three, im absolutely terrified of needles. so yknow, i just donated money.

- OTHER, SMALLER MATTERS ;
i can upload photos from my camera to my computer now so if it doesnt happen today, ill do it another time, but im going to go back and add any relevant photos to my old posts. so go back and check them :D

i dont think i mentioned it, but i started a scrapbook towards the end of the christmas holidays, out of sheer boredom. i got one page done, with memories of last year, but not much else. ill definitely be adding to it though when i find the time.

the first page, mostly stuff out of my school diary.

books read since last post;
the third day, the frost - the tomorrow series 3 - john marsden
darkness be my friend - the tomorrow series 4 - john marsden
rangers apprentice, books 4, 5 and 6 - john flanagan
dont say a word - andrew klavan

also, i know people like mariam check my blog every so often in the hope that a new entry will surprise them and its cos of you guys that im always really eager to make posts. its funny that to me, two weeks without blogging seems like forever when other people make posts that often and its normal to them. guess i made a habit out of posting 5 times a day haha. im not sure how far and between my blogs will be now but yknow, keep checking back (:

all i wanna do is please you
please myself by living my life too
and all the stupid things i do
have absolutely no reflection on
how i feel about you, how i feel
all the stupid things i do
have absolutely no reflection on
how i feel about you
how i feel about you, yeah.
(*) THE STUPID THINGS (ACOUSTIC) - JESSE MCCARTNEY

/ julie.
thursday, february 19th, 2k9.
6:53pm.

onehundredandtwelve.

2009-01-20T10:25:00.003+11:00

frm vvns blg

YOU
1. Name:
2. Date of birth:
3. Where you live:
4. What makes you happy:
5. Currently listening/the last thing you listened to:
6. Do you read my journal?:
7. If yes, what makes it especially good or bad?:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. What do you love at the moment?:
10. Favourite place to spend time:
11. Favourite lyric:
12. The best time of the year:

RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A band, a song, or album:
4. Anime or manga (optional):
5. Game (optional):

PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Look at my friends-list and tell what you like about one of our mutual friends:
4. Put this in your journal so that I can tell you what I like about you.

--x

going to school to buy my senior uniform today. i cant believe this, im in year 11. ttrrrriiiippppp. every year i say im going to try hard but i never end up sticking to it, so this year im just gonna wing it and hope my brain-parachute will save me in time to not fail my hsc. and im sure that made sense in my head.

yesterday was fun at my cousins house, i spent pretty much all day on the phone and internet. its like niagara falls after youve been in the desert. talking to john, paul and mariam on the phone was nice. i really miss everyone at school.

the trains are back now, so maybe tomorrow ill go back to livo and have someone in big w REMOVE THE TAG ON MY JUMPER. and on friday, im going to mariams house to play guitar hero :D:D:D:D i havent seen her since before the holidays started, so yeah. almost forgot:

happy 4 months to mariammamslfjrwol and tony
<333333333333333333333333369425758

gotta go, uniform shops calling me (:

/ julie.
tuesday, 20th january, 2k9
10:37am.

onehundredandeleven.

2009-01-19T11:55:00.003+11:00

for practically a week, ive had the same annoying song stuck in my head. if i didnt love it, id hate it. i usually dont like remixes of songs that i like but i actually like the twelves remix of this song, maybe more than i like the original. like.

books read since last post ;
- dead of the night, tomorrow series 2
- rangers apprentice 3

went to the movies again on the 15th. got a little frustrated that morning tbh. we eventually got in to watch bride wars. after some arguments nikki, yoland and i ended up cinema hopping into role models. both movies were okay, maybe 7 or 8 out of 10. not as funny as id hoped.

after role models, we ran back into justine, christina and others. we ended up splitting up again after that anyway. wasnt too bad, nikki and i just went around shops and stuff. got books :D

thinking about it now, it makes me really happy that im friends with such a... wide range of people. whatever kind of mood im in, whatever i feel like doing, ill have someone who'll wanna do it with me. like, if i wanna go shop for clothes or makeup or accesories, ive got tien and mariam. when i wanna talk hardcore games or books - i go to nikki and justine. oh, AND IF I WANNA TALK NERDY STUFF ABOUT COMPUTERS THEN I HAVE PAUL PHAM, WHO GOES INTO MYERS AND MAKES COMMENTS ABOUT HEX/RGB CODES.

after everyone left, i met up with my mum (my god that sounds lame) and we went backtoschool shopping. got practically everything i needed in big w, including new shoes. she wanted to try on some clothes so while i was waiting outside the changerooms, i saw the most cuterest jumper eeeeeevveerrr!

yeah i know, big w clothes omg lame blah di blah but im serious, it was sooo cute. so cute that i bought it. like, paid money for it. I KNOW, WTH RIGHT? twenty of my own dollars. but very cute.

for some reason though, on the way out of big w, the store beepers went off at me and im like "wth i havent stolen anything" im thinking the security there is pretty lax? cos nobody even looked at me. arent the point of those things to stop shoplifters? sorta pointless if it just beeps and nobody does anything about it.
oh no it beeped at me! im going to go back in to put back everything i tried to steal, and then im never going to shoplift again!!!!!!?!>1!1!!?@?!

i thought the beeping was just maybe my mp3 or something but it happened again on the way into woolworths, and on the way out of woolworths. i seriously didnt steal anything. i got home and realised that the stupid checkout chick at big w hadnt taken off the metal taggy thing on my jumper. WHAT AM I MEANT TO DO WITH IT? not like i can wear it out either, theres this big yellow thing dangling off the front pocket.

so the point is, big w is really easy to tax from.

im kidding, but MAKE SURE THAT CHECKOUT CHICKS/DICKS TAKE THE TAGS OFF YOUR CLOTHES.

the words on the streets and its on the news
im not gonna teach him how to dance with you
hes got two left feet and he bites my moves
im not gonna teach him how to dance dance dance
the second i do, i know we're gonna be through
im not gonna teach him how to dance with you
he dont suspect a thing, i wish he'd get a clue
im not gonna teach him how to dance dance dance

sorry half this blog was about my jumper.

/ julie.
monday, 19th january, 2k9
9:20pm.

onehundredandten.

2009-01-13T16:21:00.003+11:00

saw something on kevins blog:

my only worry is that you cant tell whats bold in this font.

The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you
Italise the statements that you WISH are true
Leave the Fibs alone
Then, stab 5 guys to do the same test.

im not going to stab anyone, so if you wanna do it then just do it.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. hahahaha
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. more like all the time, but ok.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I am happy at this moment!!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who i am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot whenever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves. much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

/julie.

tuesday, 13th january, 2k9

4:36pm.

onehundredandnine.

2009-01-13T16:17:00.003+11:00

omg hhahaha i forgot to say
in the movies
lian made her little brother
pee in a cup
hahahahahahahaha

/julie.
tuesday, 13th january, 2k9
4:18pm.

onehundredandeight.

2009-01-06T17:51:00.003+11:00

quick post today

went movies thursday to watch bolt, which was supercute. rhino (L) after that, we (justine, tien, lian, lians little brother, winnie + miscellaneous other asians) ended up cinema hopping into yesman. i didnt mind watching it again. i noticed though that this particular cinema didnt get all the jokes that had cracked up the people around me the first time i watched it. why didnt anyone else laugh when norm said, "i was gonna fist you"? didnt anybody else realise that he gun place was called "RJ's Skeet & Shoot" ?. CMON PEOPLE, GET OUT MORE. WATCH PORN OR SOMETHING.

for some godforsaken reason, everyone left straight after the movie again. OMGDEJAVU. well, except tien. we shopped for like 6 hours :D oh yeah, and we ran into konrad and mechan. konrad introduced us to some of his outofschool friends too. tien and i found ourselves with these outoftheirmind strangers, throwing bouncy balls off the roof of the carpark. it didnt work well cos they were cheapy asian balls from top dollar :/

havent done much since then, reading and playing games mostly. on the 15th though, we're going to the movies again to watch bridewars/rolemodels :D so many good movies out these holidays.

books read since last post:
- the specials (i got it on thursday)
- the extras
- rangers apprentice 2

MY COUSINS CAME OVER YESTERDAY AND WE WERE COLOURING IN PICTURES OF CATS. IT WAS PRETTY FUN EVEN THOUGH I DONT REALLY LIKE CATS COS THEY SCRATCH OUR CAR AND SHIT IN OUR GARDEN.
then, that night, i had a really weird dream about cats. they were scary and dressed up like clowns. it was like falloutboyamericassuithearts meets thepresetstalklikethat. very creepy.

what was i gonna say
oh yeah
last night, i flicked to some random show on sbs where some guy was ordering pizza. somehow, from that, i got to wondering what pizza delivery people did when people refused to pay. like, if they just took the pizza, bitchslapped the delivery person and went back in the house. or or if they ordered a pizza but when it gets there, theyre just like "oh yeah that isnt my pizza i didnt order any pizza"

K GOTTA GO BYE

/julie.
tuesday, 13th january, 2k9.
4:14pm.

onehundredandseven.

2009-01-06T17:19:00.003+11:00

I say:
which teachers do you have?
Herrick Tsang says:
econ -> gipple, business -> milkna
Herrick Tsang says:
milner*
Herrick Tsang says:
typo
I say:
lololoololol milkna

Paul says:
i remembered watching 1LOT and i cried so much
Paul says:
i couldnt stop crying
I say:
"i couldnt stop crying" ?
I say:
HAHAHAHAHA
Paul says:
IT WAS RLY SAD

/ julie.
tuesday, 6th january, 2k9
5:23pm.

onehundredandsix.

2009-01-06T13:11:00.003+11:00

first post of 2k9! wish i couldve posted sooner but thems the breaks. theres lots to talk about, so park your bottom.

the day after my last post, i went to the beach. OMG, I KNOW RIGHT? I HATE BEACHES. but yeah, i got hauled off to some beach that was a 90min drive away. like wtf, who drives that far to swim for an hour and then spend another 2 hours developing skin cancer? for the most part i sat under a tree, snacking, and watching well-tanned surfy boys strut around topless.

it hadnt really dawned on me until new years eve day morning (yeah i dunno) that 2k8 was sort of really coming to an end. i didnt go anywhere for nye this year. disappointing. just sat on the lounge in my oversized cat jammies and watched the fireworks on tv. i had some time to think though, about this year.

A,
i miss you. not you so much (well yes, you) but us. i miss us. we were inseparable from the beginning and i dont like how thats changed. when we get back to school, we'll get back together. we'll have heart-to-hearts and we'll bitch and gossip, just like the old days. we're so different but complement each other so perfectly and completely. united in the pie, i promise.

J,
you are amazing, and that is all.

M,
you are amazing, but that is not all.
if you see this, can i come to your house sometime? my mum will drive me she says, i hate being home all the time (:

B,
how is it that our first fight is our last? we didnt last long at all did we? im sorry im so stubborn, so stubborn that i would never say this to your face. i wish we were still talking.

P,
P, P, P, P, P. hahaha. no. serious. >:/
ok, so. i hadnt really thought about you for a while, but i did, when i started thinking about everyone else and all the things that had changed. im not gonna dive into some rant about how it was all your fault and how you never listen because it never really ever did any good anyway. i wondered about you though. what you were up to, how you were coping, and who was helping you cope. because god knows you'd never cope on your own. its not so much that i wanna be back into it, i just think you and i were part of some.. routine for so long that i kind of fell into the habit of worrying about you all the time. after everything thats happened, i hope youre okay.

S,
stop playing wow. loser. (L)

OH HEY I WAS GONNA TELL YOUSE
i had this dream last night that jack bevan from the foals was trying to give me flowers but i was like no thanks, i only like green flowers (?) but then he was like but you have to take them or ill die cos im allergic to green flowers, and then he kind of like collapsed and started bashing the bouquet of flowers onto the ground. like in this vid. hahahaha. i like this song (:
jack is the one.... bashing flowers.
btw (L) foals

so yeah, strange dreams aside
my year has started off well enough. on new years day, my mum and i spent the whole day painting our granny flat. why do they call it that? but yeah, it looks good. it was hard work though, australian summer is totally living up to its reputation. this week, its been close to 40 degrees everyday.

what else have i done?

well i went to the movies the other day, with cousins and shizzzz. we watched yesman, which was pretty good :D i took $10 out of brandons wallet when he wasnt looking, and then i told him id shout us popcorn/drinks. he was like "that's.. strangely nice of you. ill buy you something later" and then he bought me the first book in the artemis fowl series, WHICH IS SO GOOD! ive actually been reading a lot lately, what with the lack of anything else to do.

ive gotten into a couple of serieseses that people have been talking about but that i never got around to reading like artemis fowl, rangers apprentice, and the uglies trilogy. the uglies makes me laugh cos on the front of the.. second or third book i think? it says
"the uglies trilogy.. something something something.
dont miss the fourth book: the extras."
looool ive read the first two in the series, the uglies and the pretties. i actually already have the fourth one but i dont wanna read it yet, cos im still missing the third one "the specials". very good series (:
i also spent a whooole day in bed reading "the host" by stephenie meyer, and it was AMAZING. even better than twilight, id say. i literally could NOT put it down, i didnt even eat that day until i finished. i recommend it to everyone (:
also, "change of heart" by jodi piccoult. i need to read more of her books.

uncle jeff and auntie nee came over the other day, with baby talia. she is the cutest thing on the surface of the earth. if someone told me that "you can go to jail for the rest of your life and see talia everyday or you can live your life but never see her again" id be like "oh ok, but im not wearing the jumpsuit." i took some photos on my mums camera, so ill see if i can upload those. as for my camera, still a dead end. i need an xD readerrrrrr.

HA! NOW I CAN UPLOAD!
baby talia - i DARE you to say she isnt cute. she even has ferrari sneakers. adorabibble! do YOU have ferrari sneakers? do you? NO!

SHUTUP PAUL

im sitting here trying to remembed how ive been spending all my time
ive been rewatching my episodes of lucky star :D i forgot how good that show was. konata ftwwwwww! ive been playing my guitar quite a lot. ITS NAME IS KLAVIER LIKE KLAVIER GAVIN IN PHOENIX WRIGHT WHO IS LIKE TOTALLY SEXY haha. cred to nikki for the suggestion (:
ive also been sleeping a lot actually, haha. so much for my new years resolution. tell me about all of yourseses btw, if you guys made any.

before i go i wanna say
i hope everyone has an awesome 2k9
good luck to us who are starting year 11
and also, in the words of kona-chan,
"timotei, timotei, timoteeeiiii"

/ julie.
tuesday, 6th january, 2k9
4:27pm.

onehundredandfive.

2008-12-27T17:19:00.003+11:00

ok, so. i've been superhappy, on a high since christmas morning. until 5 minutes ago. THERES IS A MASSIVE DISGUSTING ORANGE SPLODGE OF AN INK STAIN ON MY NEW BAG. FUCK THE WORLD. if i believed in a god, he'd probably hate me and want me to suffer all kinds of pain D:

my recently shattered heart aside, this week has been a blast. i hate to say it but my mother was bearable for the most part, and we spent the start of the week preparing for our christmas bbq.

the bbq was more fun than i expected since at most of the other familial gatherings we've had, ive been put in charge of the family tyrants. ages 10 and under? guess who's in charge of them :D all 12 of them :D i made brandon do it this time by telling the littlies he was hiding jellybeans in his pockets, and by informing the slightly older ones of how he had just gotten a tattoo on his chest. seeing greedy and/or curious monsters dragging a screaming brandon to the ground by his shirt? priceless.

i have two favourite uncles, both of whom attended the bbq. one of them dotes on me and spends looots of money buying me presents, and the other has.. entertainment value. after 3 beers, he started making some kind of milkshake out of his fourth. he added baileys, coke and soda water, then asked me what else there was. i handed him a bottle of bbq sauce and he put that in too :L he asked me to try some, but i said no cos the top of the glass looked like vomit.

my auntie was doing everyone nails and i suppose he being drunk felt he should have his done too, so he left at the end of the day with each fingernail painted a different colour. he also sort of disappeared for about half an hour sometime during the afternoon. my other favourite uncle went out to his ute to get his smokes and nearly shat himself when he saw our very own missing person sleeping in the box at the back, with his butt in the air.

i got some wicked presents this year, including
dun dun der dunnnnnn AN ELECTRIC GUITAR :D
and its looks like this

an arctic white fender, with amp included. im still in the process of naming it so if you have any suggestions.. yeah.
other presents received ; messenger bag (now complete with revolting orange splotch), fiddy bucks from my auntie, pink rabens - lol, and lots of books.
not a bad haul i spose :D

anyway, in response to nikkis comment on my previous post - i only actually saw my timetable yesterday. we received it ages ago, but it somehow ended up on the desk we have in the spare room, so how was i to know i had mail? i saw the massive envelope from hahs realised my timetable had finally come ^^ i didnt get to look at it for long cos i had stuff to do but i remember vaguely what i had

2u maths - mr dillon -______-"
english - mr kolodjiez :D
senior science - ms jackson -_____-"
eco - mr gippel -________________________-"
legal/business i cant remember - ms milner
and some other person. ill have another look at it and post with more detail asap (: tell me if i have subjects with any of you (:

anyway, i hear an xbox calling me so ill leave it here for now.
gnight all (S)

/ julie.
saturday, 27th december, 2k8
9:12pm.

onehundredandfour.

2008-12-21T20:29:00.003+11:00

i need the song started over,
your crying made me miss my favourite part

(*) plays pretty for baby - saosin.

ive never been so good with this deep thinking thing. well not so much that i cant think deep about things, i get these random moments where everything starts to make sense. the problem with me is that i cant express what im saying in words. im trying though, so bear with me.

i watched house on wednesday night and it sort of got me thinking. we talked about this in english once too - how theres more to things than whats true and whats a lie. man, how do i say this. ok so yknow when someone tells you something, and you believe it? thats your truth. you cant call someone a liar if they say something that they think is right. right? cos they believed it too. everything is sort of.. relative. people's circumstances and things like that affect the way they look at stuff, and whats true to them. like if youre really poor, someone with a nice house and car and all that would seem rich to you. but if bill gates looked at that same person, he wouldnt think so. am i making sense? no, i didnt think so.

ANYWAY

i forgot to talk about something so important in my previous post - school cert results :D
i paaaaasssed i passed! year ten is oooovveeeeeerrrr!
sdivlwaknfdlvq yay!
i did better than i expected, which is great. i think. hahaha. got band 5's for everything (even history!) except for english and computers where i got band 6's :D:D:D:D i dont think my SCHOOL report was quite as pleasing in my darling mother's eyes but thank god we got them back on the same day as the formal. she must've taken pity on me and decided i should have at least ONE day this year where she didnt yell at me (: everybody did real good of course. paul was ONE MARK off getting band 6 for all his subjects hahahaha sucked in. 89 for english paul, lool.

so yeah. next year, we are officially seniors. wicked.
anybody else ready to bully the latest batch of year 7's? i know i am >:)

i got to have a nice conversation with someone today. hi kevin (:
yknow how you meet someone randomly over the internet, and you just know that theyre the kind of person who'd be easy to talk to? yeah, thats him. who said everyone on the internet was evil? thats only like, two thirds. LOL @ ALPER.

/ julie.
sunday, 21st december, 2k8
10:20pm
4 more sleeps.

onehundredandthree.

2008-12-21T20:06:00.003+11:00

soooooooo. yknow when you havent seen someone in ages, and when you finally get to see them again, theres this sorta .. awkward silence? sometimes. this is like that. ive been dying to blog again, so much has happened. i dont really want to go into too much detail on all the shit thats happened. tbh, its cos i cant. you all know how hard it is for me to remember things. my life is just so exciting! ive been sitting on my ass for the past week or so doing nothing but playing my ds. damn im cool :D

so yeah, first things first.

foooooorrrmmaaaalll! i was so excited when it was coming but i suppose once i was there, the novelty of it all just sort of faded. the girls came over to mine as planned and we all got our nails, makeup and hair done. we got driven to school half of us in my car, half in tiens. i suppose the night overall was okay. better than any of us expected, im sure, since we all expected it to be shitttttttt as. the food was predictably crap but once we all got to dancing it was fun. then again, we could've danced anywhere and still have had a blast.

one thing that came up randomly throughout the night (between me, amanda and mariam anyway) was FLEH. fleh photos are the win :L it was one of those things you had to be there for.. a "you had to be there" thing.

HERES PHOTOS

COUPLES ;
jamie and julie (not me, im not in any of these)

betch and sarah

roderick and quyen

john and tien

herrick and andrew quinn slowdancing (:

brendan and.. andrew do.

CHICKS ;
nina, shirley & anna

blosia and joanna

FELLAS ;
mechan and norman ; it doesnt matter if youre black or white

GARNER BEING DISGUSTING

paul in the clothes i picked out (:
except for the shoes, i swear i had nothing to do with them.

kevin, wearing the suit jacket i got him.

john and jonny - loooool. king kong and naomi watts?

yes, they are meant to planes/choppers.

FLEH ;

i really really really wanted to go to claudias afterparty, just cos the formal was nowhere near as good as a formal should be, and just to do something fun with sarah before she goes back to stupid wagga. wagga, which is 5 hours away D:

i miss you sarah farrell ;_; even though you are probably playing world of warcraft 18 hours a day or more, only taking breaks to shit, and not even thinking about me at all :(

so what else um
well on wednesday, i went to livo to watch twilight :D it was all sort of hurriedly organised so we didnt really know exactly what was going on. SHIT LOL i just remembered about the two days before wednesday

..monday. and tuesday.

i went to school even though i didnt have to :D it was worth it though. the point of me, paul and andrew do coming to school was to finish the yearbook we'd been working on for aaages. you'd think we had better things to do at the start of our holidays but mr marsh and ms beek made it well worth our while. whiles? while.

on monday, quyen turned up and joined our room 12 crew. we were hungry by recess so quyen and i went across the line to grab some wedges. yummy :D at lunchtime, mr marsh bought us the pizza we were promised. 3 super supreme pizzas :D maddddd. on thursday, only me and paul ended up coming, but we got a box of chocolates each :D im gonna miss marshy and ms beek. they were like the coolest teachers at our damned school.

anywho, back to wednesday.
basically, i had no idea what or who to expect at the cinema. turns out from all the people we invited, we ended up with just me, amanda, justine and winnie. it was still good though. mariam told us the movie was shittttt but i didnt find it that bad. to be honest,i think mariam probably sat there the entire time and compared it to the book. we all knew the movie couldnt have been anywhere NEAR as good as twilight the book but you might as well enjoy it right?

i have to admit that when i first heard robert pattinson was playing edward, i was sort of disappointed. he's so ugly D: but i guess he kinda grew on me as the movie went on. like a beard :D:D he was so cute in that scene with the sunglasses. like way cute. hahaha. i didnt scream about it though. unlike some other people in the cinema.

after the movie for some stuuuupid reason, all four of us minus me had to jet off to chinese school >:/ so im standing there wondering like wth do i do now. i ran into quyen and kevin though so all good :D we went EPI to meet up with dannis, quoc, so the boys could play pool and that. this humongous fob guy kind of invited himself into their game but its not like they wouldve said no. he was BIG. everyone left one by one until it was just me and kevin, so we walked around a bit more and then just caught the train back home.

i went latenight with my mum on thursday, which was uneventful for the most part. i ran into lannie who was shopping with her sister. HI LANNIE :D and i also got some new books - "one for the money" by janet evanovich and "tales of beedle the bard" by jk rowling. i finished reading them both in two days. thanks mariam for introducing me to the stephanie plum series :D joe morelli is the sex.

i havent done much since, mostly just play my ds. haha. my latest ds obsession is MySims Kingdom. good game :L when im not playing my ds, im playing cs. or reading or sleeping or eating or watching tv i guess. interesting existence? hahaha.

GTG FOOOOOODDD
foshiz post asap.

/ julie.
sunday, 21st december, 2k8
7:03pm
4 more sleeps.

# onehundred&two

2008-12-07T21:11:00.003+11:00

okayyyy, well julie told me to post more often so here it is (:

i dn`t really have anything much to blog about .. but i was just thinking ; the .. im not sure what you would call it .. word -ish ? " jajajaja " it would kinda be the noise stabbing someone would make if stabbing was to have a noise .. like in those asian fighting movies ? yeaaah ? .. well just a thought since i just wasted 10 minutes of my life discussing that on msn ..

anywhooooo i found this awesommee video on youtube !

http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=WLbAd3Ng4_k

check it out ! its cathy nguyen & randolf permejo singing a song they wrote ; very very good :)

hmm .. well theres nothing else much to blog about ; except i got to ride in a totally awesome car on friday ! ill leave you with that :) check it out ! it had hydraulics =D

-- mariam

onehundredandone.

2008-12-06T17:48:00.003+11:00

sorry julie!
i was going to post yesterday but i forgot
anyways as julie said, our week has been pretty fun. photoshop is clearly god's gift to the world/
john tran: hey look! its a rain shower! what... i meant sun shower
haha
my day was boring. just tutor and it was sooo hot. nothing much happened today.

[raphael_sorel] So, where you from? ;)
[sweet_angel47] Chicago, Illinois. how bout u?
[raphael_sorel] Manila, Philippines. :D
[sweet_angel47] where is that? in like, Russia?
[raphael_sorel] No, it's in South East Asia.
[sweet_angel47] dude, i totally fail at geometry
[raphael_sorel] ...

my tutor class found that funny :L
anyways i might blog here more often seeing as julie's mum, who once told me off over the phone for "engaging the line so that relatives couldnt call in case of emergency and wasting julie's time" when in fact we were studying for the science halfyearly (i swear =) ), trashed her router shes not gonna be on here often.

and oh, this post was not a sadistic attempt to hurt julie's feelings. thats the next post =)

cyas

/ paulie.
saturday, december 6, 2k8
6:00pm.

onehundred.

2008-12-06T13:38:00.003+11:00

i figure this is going to be a long post, so bear with me. im making up for the past however many days :D

this week has been awesome, except for the fact i have to post this to you all from the library. while i was at school, mumzilla decided to trash our router. "oh, we didnt need it anymore so i threw it away." she just didnt know i was using our neighbours wireless >.> im dyyyyinggg from the inside out DDDD:

LONG BORING AND OVERLYDETAILED
"BREAKDOWN OF MY WEEK" RANT

so anyway, sarah, paul, andrew do and i continued to work for mr marsh this week, moving stuff, setting up computers, and doing the yearbook which has been the most fun. photoshop eases the pain. im cool yeah? hahaaha. we've made some really cool designs that marsh/beek seemed to love. im pretty happy :D

andrew do continued to learn about using photoshop and spent almost 3 hours making a corkboard texture. using a tutorial off the net. threeeeeeee hours. omg lol, and he was so proud. it was sort of nauseating. sarah didnt do much though lol, going on myspace and searching up wow stuff on ebay hahaaha

sarah and i had quite an adventure on wednesday actually. we jigged sport to meet up with claudia in the city but she called when we were halfway there and told us she wasnt coming >:/ the two of us decided to go to livo instead, since thats where we were going to go in the first place before claudia wanted to see us. we got off at wolli creek and had to run to the other platform to catch our train back to glenfield. we missed it anyway and had to wait HALF AN HOUR for the next one, which only took us up to east hills station. whaddya know, just as we arrived at easthills, we missed ANOTHER train, and had to wait another 15 minutes. it was fun there actually, we had a waterfight right on the platform. i have footage hahaha.

we did get to livo eventually and so met up with amanda, mariam, tien, john, kevin and shehata. we even saw brea who was there with andrew quinn, nick and i think ryan. walked around, went to some shops and left at around 3:30. we had trouble agreeing on where to go next but we somehow all ended up back at my house. yes - sarah, kevin and andrew shehata sitting around my living room drinking cordial. sarah, having never seen cabramatta before kept commenting on how asian everything was. i never really noticed myself i guess, until i was with someone who lives in wagga hahha

thursday afterschool was fun too. i went back to livo but with tien, mariam and karols this time. tien and i just wanted to hang out while the other two got their nails done for the fairvale formal. classic mariam moment; a group of guys came up to talk to karols and mariam turns to tien saying "see i told you so." tien looks puzzled and says, "...what did you tell me?" after thinking about it, mariam goes "wait dont worry, i only said it in my head" ROFLOL sillyyyyyyyy. mariam and karols sporting french tips, had to leave before too long, so tien and i went to pretty much all the shops that had accessories and shoes. i spent way more money than i shouldve. BUT i did get 3 tops, 4 pairs of shoes, two pots of lipbalm that i gave to sarah and a really cute pair of overalls from tightrope :D i also got my mums christmas present at myer.

since tien and i were discussing stuff for the formal pretty much the whole afternoon, she asked if i wanted to come over to her house so she could show me her dress so when her mum came to pick her up, i went along. she showed me her dress, which is really pretty, and we spent the rest of the night playing singstar on the ps hahha. my throat was killing me though, and i kept croaking, so she beat me in almost every song (: i got picked up at about 9:30 - 10:00 and went home to try on all my new clothes :L

i realised on friday how rarely i go straight home afterschool, especially now that i dont have the net DDDDD: i intended to catch the bus directly home since it was so freaking hot that afternoon, but i ended up wandering around cabra with john, paul and andrew do. we went to miss phams shop so andrew do could look at shoes? i dont know, he's strange. we got drinks and jumped on a train to fairfield, since john and andrew do had to go tutor. we walked through this carpark on the way to fairfield library, and yknow how when the car pulls up to the bar thingy to get a ticket from the little machine? well i suggested that we pretend we were a car and get a ticket just for the fun of it. john said that there was like a scale or something under the concrete? and that we probably werent as heavy as a car. we remembered though the part in toy story where they all jumped at once to get the door open, and we tried that, but andrew do apparently doesnt understand the meaning of "everybody jump on three." we made the assumption that something between his ears and his brain is broken. "THUD.... thud." we sat in the library for a little while with chompy, grace, and someone else i cant remember but paul and i had to head back to cabra though so yeah.

this week was really pretty good overall id have to say, but the most fun has just been going to school and not being in classes, just sitting in room 12 doing whatever i like. and photoshop, i love using photoshop hahaha. ive been walking around without my shoes on, playing hangman on the board, listening to music loudly, playing my guitar. its like being at home, but still being able to see your friends afterwards. yay for mr marsh letting us off class for the rest of the term (Y)

END OF LONG BORING OVERLYDETAILED
"BREAKDOWN OF MY WEEK" RANT.

yeah okay, so anyway. i got pretty mad that mumzilla decided to dispose of our router on the day before my hundredth post. it gave me time to think though - why do i do it? its funny thinking about the maaaany hours i spent typing out lengthy posts or coding up layouts when i couldve, shouldve, wouldve been doing something probably more important. like studying :D

i guess in a way, its helping me remember things. if i put them down into words on the world wide web, i can always come back yknow? i can come back and recount every silly mistake ive made, every nonsensical feeling ive felt and every awesome day ive had. its great (: plus, i get the feeling its an excuse to procrastinate. "ill do it later, im blogging. must not disappoint the blogosphere"

so yknow, i like it. i like blogging. and i like reading other peoples' blogs too, theres something about having insight into other peoples lives that makes you think about your own. yknow? no? okay.

moving on to shallower things, the formal is coming up and i cant waaaiittt! after anticipating all year its hard to believe its in only 5 days. if we dont go to school on monday, which i dont want to, friday would've been the very last day we EVER EVER EVER wear those stupid junior uniforms again. its kind of sad really :/

y'see monday is a normal school day, tuesday is mufti, wednesday is sport, and on thursday we have to wear our winter uniforms for the final assembly. year ten is ending, lads. mixed emotions? mixed emotions. aaahh now ive made myself all.. emotional. haha. not to worry, the formal is going to be a blast.

its been 6 days since the beginning of summer and we are seriously feeling the heat. what is wrong with this country? its either much too hot or much too cold. make up your mind >:/ the weather is getting to meeee im coming out in rashes and shit. wanna see?

aaaanywho

i might leave it here, longest post ever much?
plzkthxbai i missed you :D
post asap, i promise.
i was thinking of typing it all out on notepad and giving them to paul to post for me. haha. speaking of paul, HE SHOULD POST MORE OFTEN NOW. IN MY PLACE. COS I CANT. EXCEPT, HES REALLY LAZY. AND MOSTLY POSTS ENTRIES IN A SADISTIC ATTEMPT TO HURT MY FEELINGS :(

bye :D

/ julie.
saturday, december 6, 2k8
3:43pm.

ninetynine.

2008-12-01T21:37:00.003+11:00

its is 9:39pm. paul, i estimate you have around .. 11 hours to live.
im going to kill you :@:@:@:@
all those quotes are completely fake. completely. hes making it up .. because hes evil. FEEL SORRY FOR ME! D: IM BEING CYBERBULLIED! INTERNETLY VICTIMISSEDDDDDDD! paul pham is a sadistic whore :(

had a bludge day today with paul, sarah and andrew do. just moving computers around for mr marsh. we pretty much wasted the whooole day doing that, although sarah and i didnt actually do much (as mentioned in previous post). we had a bit of drama during lunch about who's sitting at what tables for the formal but it think its all sorted out.

O:O:O: SARAH AND CASS GOT THE SAME DRESS. gaaaassssppppp haha. theyre making, i think, a big deal out of nothing. crying, swearing, bitching. but it is a nice dress i suppose. haha. actually, i wouldnt be too happy either if someone wore the same dress as me but the chances of that are slim, seeing as mine came from hk :D

lifesaving week has started in the pool for those who got positions. you could so tell it was the first day of summer, so darn hotttttt. i envy those who got to swim D:

a few funny moments we had through the day;

- saw lily walking around pulling her shirt slightly up by the shoulders. i asked her what she was doing and she said "i have wet patches." she let her shirt fall down to normal and i realised she wasnt joking about the wet patches. she had two huuuuge see through circles where her top had made contact with her wet bikini.

- hahahaha mariam chucked a ginoooormous spaz on the train when we pointed out how dark her skin was getting. "ARE YOU SERIOUS? OMG IM AN ABO!" ahahaha mariammmm you classic

- librarian; "hi there."
sarah; "good thanks, can i please renew these books?"

- mr marsh; "julie, you are exceptional."
this came after i launched headfirst, without thinking, into a rant about bears, hibernation, buttplugs and bindi irwin. wiki it :D seriously, its pretty interesting cos they eat up all this stuff before they go to sleep like hair and rocks? and all the crap they eat plugs up their butthole or something. then i started wondering out loud how they get rid of the plug when they wake up. (L) wikipedia. so yeah, i dont think mr marsh was really expecting that. or ready for it.

I HAVE TO GO NOW BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY WARREN.
one year older, one year closer to death.
if its any consolation, i actually think your mum is really nice.

/ julie.
monday, december 1, 2k8
10:32pm.

ninetyeight.

2008-12-01T19:37:00.003+11:00

wow, happy first-day-of-summer everyone =)
and plus it's warren's birthday today also, he's 16 now and we all know THAT means (;
anyways im on here posting because julie threatened to delete me if i didnt post so i thought id better do it.
well school today was alright. i nearly broke a school camera in science when wilson tried to film me and i got angry so i smacked it and he dropped it and to make matters worse, i stepped on it :L
as long as noone finds out its all good.
from period 2 onwards we setup new computers in the boarding school. i was with andrew, julie and sarah. julie and sarah didnt do much, sat there and talked mostly. we're going to start the yr 12 yearbook tommorrow.
i also spent the day teasing julie with her awesome msn quotes :L
ill post some here for you all
heres the infamous "iscker" one

Paul:	hey =D
Julie:	suuppsss
Paul:	im better, kinda
Julie:	well thats good coming histrionics tomorrow?
Paul:	of course unless i get iskcer overngiht *sicker
Julie:	LOLOL i saw that and for a second i was like "iskcer? shit i dont know what that is but it sounds bad" hahahahaha
Paul:

___

This is when we were talking about the personality tests we took and i told her they were inaccurate

Julie:	yeah true haha like, i was bored so i did these are you depressed? tests and they were like
Julie:	you are at a moderate to high risk of clinical depression and im going aaahhh yeeaaaahh
Paul:	lol i dont know julie (; these tests are pretty accurate
Julie:	orly? brb /wrist
Paul:	umm ok?
Julie:	lol as in.. slash wrist FORGET IT HAHA
Paul:	yea i know
Paul:	i got it

______

this is julie complaining about dropping a crt monitor on her foot :L

Julie:	LOL yeah AND MY FOOT FUCK ITS KILLING ME ITS PURPLE NORMALLY I LIKE PURPLE BUT NOT WHEN ITS ON MY FOOT

______

julie didnt say this but got it from bash =D
[Devildrake] www.meatspin.com
-About 3 minutes later-
[Yodo] Woot 1000 spins
[Yodo] This game needs highscore table and ingame chat
[Devildrake] Dude wtf, it's a shock site, not a game...
[Yodo] Oh...

______

Julie:	PAUL YKNOW THE DASHED LINE AROUND MY BODY? UM, BODY SECTION ON MY BLOG
Paul:	LOLOL
Julie:	huh, that didnt come out right.
Paul:	duh man YKNOW THE DASHED LINE AROUND MY BODY?

________

bash!
[kuiper] My mom got me a toilet brush for Christmas.
[sic] lmao
[sic] have you been using it?
[kuiper] Well, yeah, but it hasn't been working too well. In fact, I think I may just go back to using paper.
_________
Thats all ive got for now, laters =)

/ paulie
monday, december 1, 2k8
8:07pm.

ninetyseven.

2008-11-30T19:40:00.003+11:00

s'ok, the vids are working fine now :D

well anyway, theres this online competition called the bubble where they encourage young people to submit works of art (literature, photography, music etc) and every two months they announce the winner, chosen by voters. the winners are funded by general pants to do stuff in whatever category they submitted their work into, and a friend of mine happened to submit a story.

it doesnt take long to make an account at all so log in, read the story and vote. kay? kay. BUT ONLY IF YOU LIKE IT. LIKE REALLY LIKE IT, AND ENJOY IT.
NOT JUST COS I SAY SO YEAH?
so only if you really, truly, actually, really, really like it.

--x

tommy says:
YOU
tommy says:
DOTA
tommy says:
US
tommy says:
NOW
[Ð]j Dоugћ // says:
busy
[Ð]j Dоugћ // says:
eating
[Ð]j Dоugћ // says:
getting fat
[Ð]j Dоugћ // says:
its my job

/ julie.
sunday, november 30, 2k8
7:50pm.

ninetysix.

2008-11-30T15:44:00.003+11:00

it appears youtube videos do not work with my new layout, unless its just me. working for you guys?

/ julie.
sunday, november 30, 2k8
3:45pm.

ninetyfive.

2008-11-30T14:59:00.003+11:00

how do you likeeeee it? :D im happy with the new layout, but it has come to attention that my existence is severely lacking in substance. html calms me down. im pretty cool, yeah? hahha

i went to the uniform shop afterschool on friday with mariam to get her senior uniform for next year. shit there is so grossly overpriced, honestly. those $60 blouses are sold at lowes for like $12. the senior skirts cost $83 i think, but the woman said if we bought the fabric and had it made ourselves, it would only cost $33. how can a labour fee be $50? how stupid.

friday was also multicultural day, which went for just over a period. there was the usual - bollywood dancers, a2n, CAMERON - but some new stuff too. like some greek dancing and um "sopanna dream time" featuring logan's bogans. i have more pics and vids but, once again, no way to transfer. wonderful. i can give you this though

enjoy. lol at rob during chris' little bit.

its really hot today. i managed this morning though, to clean my room AND finish the first case of Apollo Justice. im halfway through the second case now. thankyou nikki for the games :)

uncapped soon
im going to go and play AJ s'more now
comments on layout appreciated
later homies

/ julie.
sunday, november 30, 2k8
3:37pm.

ninetyfour.

2008-11-29T21:53:00.003+11:00

THINGS YOU DIDNT KNOW ABOUT ME
OR THAT I DIDNT KNOW YOU KNEW ABOUT ME.

im stubborn.
im beyond stubborn. maybe you do know this, maybe you've experienced it firsthand. i hate being told im wrong even if i am, and i hate losing an argument more than anything. its gotten me into shit before.. not trouble i guess but just into umm uncomfortable situations. when it comes to fighting, im pretty much never the first to say sorry; my pride is large and painful to swallow. and im world champion at holding grudges, dont try me.

i love music more than most sane people.
i do, i do i do i do. i have a thing for lyrics, kinda like my thing for legs hahaha. in a day i can learn the words to a song, but if you spoke the words to me it wouldnt be the same. not at all. when you put the lyrics to a melody, its like breaking down the door to a house of um feelings haha. instead of just leaving the catflap open. yknow? i wish i could put down what i was thinking in words whenever i wanted, or needed to. it must feel amazing to write a song and know itll spark feelings in people, simply from the words you strung together with a tune.

im a hyprocrite.
huh. probably. i expect too much from people. my mind works funny, cos it lets me think that because "people" dont live up to these expectations, i dont have to either. my brain rationalises until i have the reasoning to do whatever i want.

i dont believe in much of anything
though i respect that other people do. i dont always understand the whole religion thing i suppose, which is strange considering the fact i went to a catholic school until the end of year 5. if i had had a choice of what school to attend at the age of 5 i probably wouldve just asked for whichever had a bigger playground, but in hindsight im not sure being forced into OLMC was such a good thing. i dont, and never have, put my trust and faith into some higher being, some so-called God. i sat through the daily RE lessons, mass each friday, the prayers before and after .. well, everything. i tried to learn, be open-minded, but maybe its against my nature to put so much of myself into something i cant see with my own eyes or feel with my own hands. and so far when it comes to people, i dont think i believe in love either. its just a word, right?

im emotionally unstable
as you've most likely gathered. no seriously, i think i might be bipolar or something. this doesnt need some paragraph-long explanation. emotions suck, i just cant seem to keep them in check.

i love secrets.
i love knowing them, keeping them, having them. like a star in your pocket that nobody else knows about haha. im not really sure WHY i used to be one of those people that had to know absolutely everything, to the point of nagging and being overly pushy. i hate people like that though, so im working on the "tellmetellmetellme" attitude. i think people tell me more when i dont ask tbh.

my friends are my everything.
my friends are my everything.

/ julie.
saturday, november 29, 2k8
10:04pm.

ninetythree.

2008-11-29T18:21:00.003+11:00

mmm i love not being moody
just had a bad-ish day on thursday, s'ok now. friday was slightly better though. andrew do got caught playing cs by ms pham.
i got pissed yesterday night cos i was halfway through some massive layout changes (look out for those btw) and my internet dced. lousy neighbours >:/ so yeah, didnt get to post either.

my auntie came over today, we talked about hair/makeup/nails for the formal. the girls are coming over on the day to get made up which should be fun. there honestly isnt much else to look forward to these days tbh.

i am probably going to go and work my way back through that new layout i had my mind fucking set on before my net dced. wonderful.

before i leave, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY BLOSIA. im so glad we met (L)

/ julie.
saturday, november 29, 2k8
6:31pm.

ninetytwo.

2008-11-27T19:01:00.003+11:00

I HATE THIS FUCKING SCHOOL.

/ julie.
thursday, november 27, 2k8
7:03pm.

ninetyone.

2008-11-26T19:38:00.003+11:00

john i haz your jacket (:
my day was good then boring then alright then bad then good. i have pictures of the newly-born kids that are at school. so cuute! amy and i watched them this morning during rollcall. there was one baby that kept climbing to the top of the haystack, and then falling off again.

a few of us were meant to be helping ms beek today doing the yr12 yearbooks but she was running around all day and .. forgot to talk to us? we'll probably go back tomorrow and get the ay off haha. paul, andrew do, james and i ended up sitting in the front office for periods 1, 2 and half of 3 until she told us it probably wasnt going to happen today. no, really?

sport was lame for the most part, i kept falling asleep. thankyou nina for bowling for me haha. i perked up a bit when we got to leave that stupid bowling alley, and went livo westfields with kevin, andrew shehata and lawrence. i helped the guys look for formal stuff haha. they both got ties and kevin a suit jacket. haha it was pretty funny watching shehata go into all the stores asking them if they had white suits, affordable ones that is. he wants to look like a full pimp hahaha

id rather go dfo with kevin and stuff tomorrow, but i should probably go to school for the yearbook thing. it assures a job with ms beek the next time i dont wanna go to history or something. i cant believe though that ms beek and mr marsh are leaving at the end of this year! theyre like two of the few teachers that actually really really like me :/

15 days left til the formal.

and to you, who i trusted beyond belief,
im sort of surprised that i dont miss you at all.

/ julie.
wednesday, november 26, 2k8
7:51pm.

ninety.

2008-11-25T20:42:00.003+11:00

/ JULIE.

for once, i actually cbf posting properly today. i think ill get into it as i go, haha since theres stuff to say.

didnt get the chance to make an entry yesterday, which was actually quite a good day despite a, um, bumpy start. lol i lost my ipod. and it was so new too D: i got over it in foodtech though lol, stuffing my face with icecream we made ourselves ;D we also attempted to make bacon and egg tarts (yeah, i dunno either hahah) and it was pretty much epic fail cos of .. well, all of us. our tarts caught fire :D ahaha we didnt even leave the kitchens until after science finished. woo (y)

school was kinda empty on monday cos all the smart classes went to luna park. there was seriously like noooobody there. since our class was so small, the whole day was pretty much a bludge.

i went around cabra with kevin and stuff afterschool again. we ran into ella and joanna at the library, and man i gotta say .. nobody makes me laugh like ella does. we were talking about ahem "spiderpig" otherwise known to us as "creepy stalker lipstick girl" and ella made a reference to my down syndrome impression. see, i know what she MEANT to say, but what she ACTUALLY said was bowel syndrome. AHYEAHHHHH GOOOODDD hahahahaahahahha. and then when we tried in vain to correct her, she said "isnt it the same thing? i saw an ad on the tv for it" oooomggg roflmao and later on that afternoon, she called it "bown syndrome" hahahaah i love you ella.

today was boooooring though, nothing much happened.
two giant chessboards were painted on the ground where the people usually play handball though. we were all like, yknow "wtf" in the morning. cbf going into details. gonna go watch GGs2 (:

ciao darlings

ALSO, CONGRATULATIONS MANDA FOR GETTING YOUR LICENSE.

tuesday, november 25, 2k8
9:35pm.

eightynine.

2008-11-24T22:27:00.003+11:00

/ julie.

DONT HAVE TIME FOR A PROPER ENTRY
JUST WANTED TO POST THIS
FOR THE BESTEREST GIRL IN THE WORLD

GOOD COPY HERE

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY AMANDA, IFLY.

monday, november 24, 2k8
10:32pm.

eightyeight.

2008-11-23T20:30:00.003+11:00

/ JULIEEEEE.

last night was pretty fun, my cousins slept over. they came over during the afternoon and sorta just.. didnt go home. haha. listened music, watched a couple movies, played ds / guitar, whatever. they went home about 10-ish this morning - so glad to see the backs of those idiots haha

back to school tomorrow, not something im looking forward to. if the weather continues the way its been all weekend then its gonna be so coldddddd and windy! i hate having to wear our stupid dresses >:/

ok,so. yknow how you think youre over something, but then something brings it aaaaall back? well im getting that right now. i hate relapses. relapses suck. you try and you try, you try so hard to push all that shit away cos what good is it doing anyone? and then one little thing. one photo, one message, some stupid tiny little detail brings it flooding back, recreating every feeling you worked to erase. wonderful. the point is, relapses suck. i really thought id gotten past it. past you. why do you do this?

anyway, yknow what else sucks? that theyre replacing simpsons with the bold and the fucking beatiful. what was ten thinking? have fun at luna park tomorrow A1 / A2 classes

sunday, november 23, 2k8
9:26pm.

eightyseven.

2008-11-22T21:17:00.003+11:00

YOU KNOW WHATS A BITCH? NET DEPRIVATIONS A BITCH.
i think my neighbour is getting a little suss about where his/her downloads go every month, so theyve started turning off their router when theyre not using it. however will i copeeeee? :(

i forgetgetget everything i need to say. how annoying. but lately i figure ive been going back to my old LJ ways yknow, blogging every little detail. cbf brooooooooo, ill just whatever.

lemme thinkkkkkkk what was the last thing i blogged? tuesday i believe. well wednesday i stayed home cos of the strike at school, but nooooo couldnt get online cos my stupid neighbour is cheap :(

thursday was fun though! the um semi-final for the histrionics stuff, hurlstone vs mt carmel. the people from mt carmel were soooooo much better than the lesbos from meriden. we lost, but whatever. meant we didnt have to go back to the stuffy studio on friday :L konrad and i made friends with some of the guys sitting behind us during the filming, they were pretty cool. i dont actually remember any of their names but somehow me and konrad just came to know them as "surfer", "black" and "guitar guy" haha.
speaking of guitar guy, he had mad skills! like, triple times konrad. he made konrad look waaayyyy noob (no offence konnles). i actually have footage on my camera of them "battling" but still no cable >:/ seriously, if one of you wants to kindly donate one to me as an early christmas present.. hint hint. i apparently did something pretty stupid at histrionics. ask garner, he probably wont let me live it down for ages anyway. betcha 34952735092437 dollars he'll bring it up the next time i try to be sarcastic.

friday... friday? oh friday! my gosh, i have so much trouble just remembering things. friday was pretty bludgy tbh, i didnt do anything. didnt even bring any books. but we did give amanda her present, as seen in the previous blog :D her birthday is on monday, so everyone wish her a happy sweet sixteenth! we got her a red country road bag, which is what she wanted, so we're glad she likes it (: ly panda! (L)

must dash! sorry again about not blogging for ages, i know some of you check here real often. <3>

saturday, november 22, 2k8
9:57pm.

eightysix

2008-11-21T20:41:00.003+11:00

THANKS JULIE ; MARIAM ; JUSTINE ; TIEN ; QUYEN.. AND andrew do for the bag :D :D

and to all those that signed the card :L thank youuuuuu : ) iloveit !

lmaos spent the whole of this week in bronze medallion and it was heeaps fun! altogether we had to do ..almost 10 assessments, all of which everyone passed. omgosh the 400m in 13minutes assessment was so hard . we were sposed to do 400m, with the equivalent of 12 laps of the school pool, but mariam and i swam .. 10 laps :L nooneneedstoknowthat:Despeciallynotmrwilsonormissthomas (Y) haha

after that one everything else was such a bludge . mariam and i practiced saving each other with the different tows in the deep end of the pool but ended up drowning each other lmao and at one point, when mariam dived in to 'save' me from drowning ; she resurfaced screaming "MY BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOBS !! " LOL luckily when we were assessed on saving people it was in the shallow end, so we didnt need to worry about really drowning :L

and another note, dont wear flippers. because you'll get a foot cramp in the middle of kicking really hard to reach the jumpboard ? that green thing that you jump off into the pool. and then you'll throw the flipper away to get to saving your foot from cramps .. then the flipper will end up on the bottom of the pool ; going down there is horrible D: your ears and nose hurt :S

did that last paragraph even make sense ? :L

THANKS AGAIN FOR THE BAGGG :D

- AMANDA : )

eightyfive.

2008-11-19T15:30:00.003+11:00

/ JULIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

ok, so. time to blog about yesterday, since i got distracted and didnt get to (:
yesterday was probably one of the best days ive had in a whileeeee, it was awesome. so in the morning i gave sarah her wow expansion pack and watched her orgasm, and then i decided to spend the day with her (+ paul/andrew do) doing stuff for marshy.

the day started off pretty slowly, sitting around clarke house WAITING for mr marsh to show up. after having spent about 20 minutes broom/saw-fighting with mewbs, nick and ryan, we realised he probably wasnt going to come.

leaving the boarder boys behind, the four of us spent the first two periods writing off stuff that was gonna get thrown away or whatever. we even pulled apart a few cpus which was fun x) we got back to room 15 after recess, where we started to stack all the written off stuff into a storeroom. I DROPPED A CR FUCKING T ON MY FOOT, AND NOW ITS PURPLE. NOT COOL. yknow LCD monitors right? well CRT monitors are the ones people used before the LCDs came. YEAH. PAINFUL. after that, we didnt really feel like working so we spent most of period 4 playing CS haha i pwnt andrew do with my m34 :)

i paid for the formal and for a chocolate box during lunch, just to get all that out of the way. collected my box of freddos from mr lynch :D im proud to say that at this very moment i only have 2 left and of the 48 in the box at the beginning, i only ate one :D:D:D

i think we pretty much just spent period 5 messing around and pulling stuff out of the old cpus. screwdrivers are fun :) i bagged myself a creative audigy2 sound card which looks maaaddddd, its sitting on my bookshelf right now. i also got a keyboard for my computer hahah cos the arrow keys dont work. i think andrew do got a couple of ram sticks? lol

the four of us split up for period 6 and handed out strike notes. i sold heeeaps of chocolates going around to all the classes (yyyyy) probably like half my box. sarah and i finished up early so we could go across to the train station and pick up her train ticket. i bet shes at home playing wow this very very moment :)

AFTER SCHOOOOOOOL.

oooohhhhhkaaayyy thisssss was heaps fun
i went livo with nikki and justine, just to shop for presents and stuff like that. most importantly, I GOT TO SEE RYAN AGAIN. DAAAAAAAMMMNNN HE IS HOT. haha for those of you who do not remember, hes the gloria jeans guy, and he is the hottest being on the planet. or one of. you should see him with a cream gun, its fantasticlismic. no seriously, he's going "ccchhhhhhrrrrsssstttttttttssshhhhhhh" all over my drink. its secksy.

apart from seeing ryan again, hanging out with justine and nikki was fun. if amanda was there, it wouldve been the original foursome all together again. it hasnt been that way fo6ct5r LOL my laptop almost just fell on my face. as i was saying, it hasnt been that way for ages.

after we were done shopping, nikkis mum drove me and justine to my house where justines dad could pick her up. it was the first time justine has ever come here :D that leaves tien to visit my house out of.. most people. hahaah.

gonna go watch rollercoaster now. woo!

wednesday, november 19, 2k8
4:58pm.

eightyfour.

2008-11-18T19:50:00.003+11:00

/ JULIEEEEEEE.

i would like to say three things ;
1) im really really very sorry i didnt blog yesterday, its been the first day i havent even gone online for like.. a while. so yeah i dunno, i got home from histrionics yesterday (talk about that later) and i fell asleep around 6 or so, and didnt even wake up until 12. i wasnt really bothered after that.
2) lol well, i take nooooo responsibility for what konrad blogs, and i am in no way affiliated with his writings, except for the fact that they are.. on my blog.
3) and and hello genvin :D he apparently reads my blog quite often. why never comment for, genvin? :(

ok, so.
ill talk about yesterday first. about 40 people from our grade went to the filming of some histrionics tv quiz show. it wasnt so bad overall i spose. we won. haha. the lamest part wouldve been the other school, "meriden" or something. some private all girls school. i sweeeaaarrr half or most of them had some sort of problem with us. for one, they WOULD. NOT. STOP. STARING. omggggwwwwtf and its not like we did anything to them, we made casual conversation yknow "what school", "where at", "what grade" blah blah blah and when we were leaving, tien heard them call us "arrogant and conceited students." and they were all year 7's! DDUUUUUUDEEE DOUBLE-YOU TEE EFF.

well for the most part, we sat in this stuffy little studio where some chick just told us when to clap, or "go crazy" or whatever. we were never at any point even in the same room as the actual teams, just watching them on this screen. definitely nothing like i expected, but it was better than school. hahahaah the hose guy was HOPELESS, we kept making mistakes. and apparently, he looked jewish. amanda and mariam couldnt come though cos they had bronze medallion, which is going all week. im thinking about going again on thursday, since we won and made it into the semi-final (:

on the bus

justine and nikki

john and tien

good work, tien you genius, cant spell the name of your own school.

morgan was the representative for our grade by the way, and he looked so darn funny in a vietnamese get-up. it was gold watching the year 10 person from the other school making eyes at him loooololool.

GETTING TOO CAUGHT UP WITH MSN, BLOG LATER ABOUT TODAY.

/ tuesday, november 18, 2k8.
8:53pm.

eightythree.

2008-11-17T21:32:00.003+11:00

/ WOLFNINJAKPJOKER

Today is random word day

tautology
----------------------------------
infancy
--------------------------
omnipotence
--------------------------------
mottled
----------------------------------
subversive
-------------------------------------
aristocracy
------------------------------------
nonchalant
--------------------------------
monotonous
------------------------
ambient
----------------------------
sentimental
-------------------------------
modular
-----------------------------
crescendo
-----------------------------
tranquil
----------------------------
draconian
----------------------------

9:37 Pm Monday 17 November 2008

eightytwo.

2008-11-16T19:33:00.003+11:00

/ JULIEDOOLEY.

i dont like it when people dont number their entries accordingly :@:@:@
THE TRENDS ARE THERE FOR A REASON, SO DONT FUCK WITH THE TRENDS. FUCK.
so anyway, today was lame. my internet wasnt working until like 8, so i started working on the templates for my report.

i also watched the 40 Year Old Virgin today lol, i havent seen that movie in ages. good movie :D my mum insisted on moving stuff in my room around so yeah, now my bed is in a different spot.

im going to the histrionics thing tomorrow, which should be better than school. hopefully paul and others will come so im not alone. alone would suck :( i feel like playing my guitar.

sunday, november 16, 2k8
9:46pm.

- mariam & karols

2008-11-16T14:25:00.003+11:00

MARIAM AND KAROLS ARE THE BEST

seventynine. (and a half)

2008-11-16T12:43:00.003+11:00

/WOLFNINJAKPJOKER

Thats right, i have been convinced to start my own blog.

Many of you do not know this about me because i am rather defensive and reserved about it....but i am........a grizzly bear.

Now i know what all of you are thinking "if your a bear, then what gave you the dexterity to write these various blogs". this question is quite difficult to answer, even for myself. So in response, i will direct you to my new blog.

http://storiestoldbyabear.blogspot.com

Enjoy :)

ps. I will still occasionally write here :)

12:48 pm 16 November 2008

seventynine.

2008-11-15T20:28:00.003+11:00

/ WOLFNINJAKPJOKER

hello to everybody who is reading this blog entry. i am quite new to this and quite frankly am not very "blog-inspired". However, due to friend obligations i am here ...blogging...might as well make the most of it.

who am i?

well you can refer to me as wolfninjakpjoker, you may have seen my youtube account - i play guitar and sing :)

being an aspiring musician i will use shameless self promotion throughout my blog and most probably force fellow bloggers to do likewise.

what is my favourite word at the moment?

it is "mottled"...dont know what it means - look it up :)

oh and i will leave you with this quick note:

ALL ICED TEA...i repeat... ALL ICED TEA that is not labelled as decaffinated has caffein....

i learnt that the heard way consuming one litre of peach flacvoured nestea..

oh wells, i guess i will be seeing all of you around.

JOKE

Q. whats a pirates favourite msn abbreviation?
A. B-ARRRR-B

8:37 pm Saturday 15 november

seventyeight.

2008-11-15T18:36:00.003+11:00

/ JULIEDOOLEY.

got this off quyens blog, and decided to try it myself. our results werent so different actually:
check it out

The "Advocate"

- described as creative, resourceful, assertive, spontaneous, life-loving, charismatic, passionate and experimental.
- they can't bear to miss out on what is going on around them; they must experience, first hand, all the significant social events that affect their lives.
- warm, enthusiastic people, typically very bright and full of potential.
- they live in the world of possibilities, and can become very passionate and excited about things. their enthusiasm lends them the ability to inspire and motivate others
- they can talk their way in or out of anything. they love life, seeing it as a special gift, and strive to make the most out of it
- outgoing, social, disorganized, easily talked into doing silly things, spontaneous, wild and crazy, acts without thinking.
- friends are what life is about. they hold up their end of the relationship, sometimes being victimized by less caring individuals.
- are energized by being around people. Some have real difficulty being alone, especially on a regular basis.

lol, what do you think?

saturday, november 15, 2k8
6:44pm.

seventysomething.

2008-11-14T13:32:00.003+11:00

Lol I'm on christinas hiptop right now, its so fun haha I totally want one. Like, foshizzz. I can't format or anything, but that's alright cos I can always edit when I get home.

Currently in commerce watching some video about crepes, mmm good haha. Its so darn hot at the moment, I just wanna get out of school. Its closed weekend though which is good :D

I had to wake up early this morning to run over to livo eb games. My mission, which I chose to accept, was to pick up brittany's preordered wow expansion pack. Yeah, wow. I woke up at like 6 and by the time I left and got to EB it was around 730? The guy was like, ''sorry we don't open for another half hour'' so I had to almost come on to him just so he'd let me in. Do you know what its like having.to flirt with the ugliest fucker on the planet? Rofl

I eventually got in, and he even gave me two posters instead of one :D lol, and when I say he was the ugliest person on the planet, I really mean it. Fat, bald and the kind of guy that looks like he's never spoken to a girl before.

So anyway, yeah, I even got to school like way early. Before garner :D

BRB train

EDIT

lol, so i started running for the train at the end of commerce and never really got to finish. after school was plenty of fun though (: nobody had planned to do anything for closed weekend, but things turned out alright

i got off at livo with a bunch of people; john, steven, tien, quyen, christina, grace, carmen, anne, yoland, vivian, many many many. met up with mariam at some point. got to perve on the gloria jeans guy hahaha hes yum. went shopping around, got quyens dress. everyone had to leave after half an hour or so, so i walked around with mariam until about .. say 4:30 / 5? we found her a suuuuuuper pretty dress, it looks perfect on her. we had a few ahem "mishaps" in the changeroom though ahahaha rofl

speaking of dresses, i tried mine on when i got home. thankyou paaauulieeee its perfect :D:D:D its fits well, if not a tiny bit too short. means im growing? haha i really cant wait for the formal, its gonna be a shitload of fun

apart from trying on my dress once i got home, i didnt really do much. around 8 o'clock though i fell asleep watching avatar, prolly cos i was so hot and tired, and i didnt even wake up until this morning. no actually, i woke up at 4am and found my laptop was still on. hahaha kevin had messaged me "duuuuuude" at like 1am probably to tell me to go to bad when i in fact was already sleeping haha oh wells

i woke up early this morning and i watched saturday disney. like all of it. and then they played high school musical, which i watched that too. now im going to finish watching avatar. bye-ohhhh!

/ choolie.
saturday, november 15, 2k8
12:39pm.

seventysix.

2008-11-13T22:14:00.003+11:00

we skipped class that day,
i guess our heads needed a break
but our bodies stayed busy
i know that you still miss me

i give and you take it
two summers been wasted
should we give up or save it
will this make sense at all
after the fall

did you have to turn your back
if it ever didnt last two years
and six months
have you even looked back once?

your body felt like summer
but we spent the fall apart
and we'll know by december
the cold could remember

i give and you take it
two summers been wasted
should we give up or save it
will this make sense at all
after the fall, after the fall

/ choolie.
thursday, november 13, 2k8
10:19pm.

seventyfive.

2008-11-13T20:57:00.003+11:00

THANKS FOR BLOGGING PAULIE, I LOVE YOU (:
AND MY DRESSSSSS IM SO EXCITED! cant cant cant cant waaaitt to see it!
weeeeeeeeeeeeee this has put me in a supremely good mood

i forget the things i mean to blog i think, cos i got home at about 5, showered, and then watched tv until i fell asleep during the simpsons. i didnt even wake up until like half an hour ago :/ today was an alright day for the most part, until we got on the trains anyway. but ill explain that later.

i really really wish i could upload stuff right now, cos i took so many pics and vids today. darn :/ i bet once i get my hands on a USB6 cable, ill like full hardcore upload stuff from the past two weeks haha

EVENTS WORTH NOTING;

- computer sc
the last three had to do it in the first two periods this morning. can we say piss easy? i finished first in the class with 58 minutes to spare, so i played guitar hero until a few more people had finished. then we played cards, listened to music etc. last to finish were herrick and fletch haha. i didnt even like, try, just cos it was so stupid.

- recess
hahah i was wearing mongers humooooonngousss aviators all through recess, they were effing hot! kept sliding off my face though.

herrick

milan

- maths
was freaking laaaameee! mariam killed my calculator :/ itll never be the same again ever ever. she full liquid papered it shitly all over the back, and now it looks disgusting :@:@:@:@:@

- commerce
OH. EM. GEE. TIEN, IM GOING TO KILL YOU. she embarassed our whole commerce group today -________-" we had to do little presentations for a fake election and she acted like a TOTAL IDIOT. she puts on the "kid voice" and starts talking nonsensically so nobody can understand what the hell shes saying, and mid-sentence she like.. slaps herself in the face? and im like WTF ARE YOU DOING and shes like "im shaking" my god. its safe to say we lost that election.

- train
duuuuudeee i hate those little year 7 fuckers in our carriage. are the grades getting more annoying? they constantly piss me off, i swear theyre all gonna get knocked out one day. im gonna kill them all :@:@:@
well anyway, our train wasnt moving today. long story short, some fat drunk guy pissed himself in one of the carriages and eeeeveryone had to get off and catch the next train. it was a millenium anyway, so it wasnt so bad. sooo stinking hot today. apparently the dude was physically and verbally abusing people? that would explain why there was like, cops on the platform. rofl.

the fat drunk

maybe he needed these

i went around cabra with kevin/grace/carmen for a bit, and then i caught the bus home. yeah.

so i was thinking right, now that people other than myself are going to be making posts, we should have some sort of system for identifiying the author of an entry from the start. maybe just a tag at the beginning of the post, or a different font? paul / amanda talk to me about it when you see this

gotta gooooooo bye i love you all :)

nts; things to talk about next time
- year 11 subjects
- formal
- hobonoshu / roy

/ choolie.
thursday, november 12, 2k8
9:46pm.

seventyfour.

2008-11-13T20:16:00.003+11:00

hey allll!
today was pretty ordinary. we played who wants to a millionare in geo with miss pham and it was so lol. the easiest question was the 1 million dollar question and billy cai made our group lose by giving us wrong answers. eng was stupid, mr kolodziej trying to be good teacher.

anyway, lets get to the point. guess what i found at home today. thats right, julie's dress (;
i was going to try it on :L but she asked me not to and plus it was too small haha

and mabel is cool! i was in a convo with her and anh just then.

Mabes - Disturb:	lol i actually agree my dad is wayyyy more louder than me seriously
20410132 \| Dont:	rofl.... a louder male version of mabel o god
oя℮ ga ℮pн℮м℮яαℓ:	omgg..
20410132 \| Dont:	god bless us all
Mabes - Disturb:	and rouder
20410132 \| Dont:	err.... ><"
Mabes - Disturb:	i am serious!!! he swears his head off
20410132 \| Dont:	that wasnt a word mabel
Mabes - Disturb:	i know whats an alternative word?
20410132 \| Dont:	lol u spelt it wrong
oя℮ ga ℮pн℮м℮яαℓ:	?
Mabes - Disturb:	okay thesaurus
Mabes - Disturb:	how do you spell rude-er?
oя℮ ga ℮pн℮м℮яαℓ:	.. lol
20410132 \| Dont:	prt scrn
Mabes - Disturb:	prt scrn? whats that??
oя℮ ga ℮pн℮м℮яαℓ:	omg.

lol and then

Mabes - Disturb:	!!!! what the hell does that mean??
oя℮ ga ℮pн℮м℮яαℓ:	lmao.
Mabes - Disturb:	part scorned?
oя℮ ga ℮pн℮м℮яαℓ:	yes mabel. part scorned.
Mabes - Disturb:	NO ANH!!!! TELL ME WHAT IT MEANS!!!
oя℮ ga ℮pн℮м℮яαℓ:	hahaha i told you
20410132 \| Dont:	lol u know mabel would be like "omg! theres a fly on my monitor! prtscrn!"
oя℮ ga ℮pн℮м℮яαℓ:	part scorned hahahas
Mabes - Disturb:	well thats what it LOOKED like prt scrn-ed??
oя℮ ga ℮pн℮м℮яαℓ:	lmaoooooooo
Mabes - Disturb:	prt scrn you allll
oя℮ ga ℮pн℮м℮яαℓ:	O-o my god.

and of course the best part

Mabes - Disturb:	AHHHHHHHHHHH i hate / prtsrn you all

ah mabel, bless your soul =)

-- paulie =)

seventythree.

2008-11-12T21:25:00.003+11:00

in reference to blog seventy by julie ;
DID YOU KNOW ?
that the 11/11/08 was exactly 90years since the end of WWI ? yeahhh . my mum thought she'd tell me that incase i needed it for my history exam :L i was walking out of the house to my bus stop when she came back from driving kelly to the station and stopped me and told me that and wish me good luck LOL

nothing muchh happened today .. spent recess at interact, which reminds me. BUY SNOW CONES FROM US ONE 25TH NOV :D in exactly 1week and 6days : ) i'll give you more topping if you ask nicely :D

went over the line with mariam at lunch to get wedges and realised how common an issue divorce is. that morning alone, we had watched 2 movies involving divorce - in jungle2jungle tim allen went to some far away place to find his wife to sign a divorce document ? and in cyclone. twister. one of those geography videos where there's some sort of weather bad thing. hm .

sport was such a bludgeee ahaha sat around the main quad then sneaked into the music rooms with tien, christina and anne . christina is so good at making up songs D: she can just make a really good .. tune ? song ? on the spot.

i think i'm going to drop chem for legal ? so i'll be doing adv english ; ext. 1 maths ; business ; physics ; legal . yessss .

amandaaaa ♥ bbt

seventytwo.

2008-11-12T21:00:00.003+11:00

...episodes 2 - 7 of my Book of Fire are missing.
this sucks :/

/ choolie.
wednesday, november 12, 2k8
9:02pm.

seventyone.

2008-11-12T18:39:00.003+11:00

today was laaamee, nothing happened. a few little things here and there but nothing major. 10M, E and R i think did their computer sc? im looking forward to the 2 hour bludge tomorrow haha.

we had ag today, which was a bludge. just watering potatoes and stuff for a bit, but most of us ended up sitting around and letting udit/nick/monger work lol. talked about formal (:

after that was mathsss, total bludge. IVE HEARD ARRIOLA SAY ITTT! SHE SAID "SCUZE MEH!" :D:D:D hahahhaa i was waiting for it all period. she wasnt so bad yknow, let us play cards or listen to music whatever. normal merino classes got to stay together cos so many people were missing for comp sc. MONGER LEMME PLAY LOCOROCO2 ON HIS PSP AND IT WAS SO CUTE ^^ haha, and andrew do spent the period watching "not another teen movie" on my ipod. it was sort of embarassing sitting next to him cos he kept doing random things throughout the lesson like going "OHHHHHHHH!" spontaneously or just laughing real loud.

recess was alright, sarah kidnapped my ds. played with my car with random people for the most part, which was fun. after that was english. metua is still making us work -_____-" we spent the whole period going over obamas acceptance speech? and our homework was to turn it into a poem. his acceptance speech. a poem. im thinking something along the lines of:

barack obama,
president of the u.s
obamarama!

i like it :) hahaha. lunch was spent once again with paul, taking photos of stuff and trying to snap one of those cool foohy rulers, with the lava lamp type thingy in them. I WISH I HAD A STUPID CABLE. THEN I COULD UPLOAD VIDS AND PICS :@:@:@ grrrr

sport was lame, just watched movies on my ipod. walked about cabra with justine for a while, went gloria jeans, met up with amanda and winnie. i caught the bus home cos it was SO HOT today. i was so darn tired by the time i got home that i slept from like 3:30 to 5 lol. im thinking right now about watching the grudge, but im a real wuss so ill probably end up watching avatar haha

ill tell you later what i decide on :)

/ choolie.
wednesday, november 12, 2k8
7:04pm.

seventy.

2008-11-11T22:34:00.003+11:00

LOL previous post
- was number 69
- was written by amandoooodddyyy!
maybe you should sign next time, love? ;)
ask me on msn for co-bloggerness!
im real eager to shaaaare with people :D
also, did you realise that today is the eleventh of the eleventh? lol.

/choolie.
tuesday, november 11, 2k8
10:36pm.

sixtynine ?

2008-11-11T22:11:00.003+11:00

i think this is blog number 69 ? ahahah SC IS OVER !! :D :D

now i can online window shop all i want : ) .. not that i kinda stopped for sc anyway lmao !

amanda says:
online window shopping :L
Jeffrey says:
they've got windows online?!
amanda says:
LOL
amanda says:
noo yknow the term window shopping ?
amanda says:
i'm doing the same thing, but online ahahah
Jeffrey says:
looking through windows and the prices?
Jeffrey says:
O_o
amanda says:
but i'm sure people do sell windows online ?
amanda says:
no no :L
Jeffrey says:
LOLOL
amanda says:
window shopping is shopping without buying anything lmao !
Jeffrey says:
...i don't shop much

AHAHAA gooood one jeffrey (Y) rofl !
OMGOSHHH i saw this hottest poster with wu chun & jerry & show in it ! but show didn't really look .. as amazing as the other two ahaha i can upload pictures onto this, yes ? .. this page is taking a while to load =/

load it next time : ) it's been 10 minutes, and it hasn't even loaded half the page . oh dear =/ i think i'm capped ! : (

well anyway ; it's late ! i'm sleeping :L
NIGHT .

oh, and happy 18th birthday natasha ! : )

sixtyeight.

2008-11-11T20:55:00.003+11:00

CH-CH-CHOOLIEEEEEE

BLOG PRODUKSHUNZ

FEATURINGGGGGGGGGGG

PAULSHIZZLE!

AH NIZZLE FIZZLE

woooooo todays blog has a little something special. paul has decided to contribute a little, with a paragraph of his own for this entry. the whole idea thought gave me the concept of co-bloggers, so if any of you wanna be part of the blog, just tell me on msn and we'll figure something out (:

YOU GET YOUR OWN BIT ON THE SIDE :D:D:D:D

ok, so. i was totally hyper today cos the sc is ooooooverrrrrr! woo, except computers. but who cares about that? maths was so much easier than i thought itd be today, they all were. im hoping for/expecting to get bands 5 or maaaybe 6 for english and science, and bands 4 or 5 for maths, geo and history. and i swear if i dont get a band 6 for computers im going to be a failure for the rest of my life :L

your cursor is in the middle of the screen. you move your mouse to the right. where is your cursor now?

a) at the top

b) to the left

c) to the right

d) at the bottom

e) in the middle

OMGGGGG I DONT KNOWWW D:D:D:D:

so yeah, it was aaaall good. some old lady farted in bonnies face today. she was leaning over to check someone elses paper and bonnie, who was sitting behind her, got a faceful of fart hahaha and everyone within a 2desk radius tried not to laugh.

also during the exam, someone phone went off on the stage and played some really weird song. i think it was simons? oh and and i forgot to mention yesterday that halfway throught he science sc, jordan bush's phone in his pocket started making machine gun noises like the ones on andrew do's phone :L:L

SPEAKING OF ANDREW DO! this was today :

and this is the bit you DIDNT expect :

is anybody else requestioning his sexuality?

so anyway, we finished a little after the bell again today, but not so late that SOME people who ran still made the normal train. i was chill though, catching the late train is no biggie (H) i got to hang out with paul and the gang on the station a bit, so it was good. went cabra after, hanged out with anh/kevin/jamie for a bit, met up with ella/ying/yena/allan/bao for a little and caught the bus home (:

I GOT TO WATCH STORM HAWKSSSS WOOO! did you know that ben soo likes storm hawks too? hahaha but i fell asleep in avatar :/ i already watched that episode anywayyy (: now before cutting to pauls bit i just wanna say happy one month to yena and allan and also congratulations to everyone in my grade for getting through the sc. happy daaaysss!

=x=

ok guys, julie wanted me to coblog but i was still recovering from the trauma of todays SC maths exam so ill try my best to tell you all about it, sorry for any mistakes =)

the exam... i picked up the paper, my hand trembling terribly as the andrenaline rushed through my blood and i hade to wipe my sweaty palms on my shorts as the maths paper stared at me. i flicked through nearly fainting at the vast amount of questions, and i could hear the ticking sound of the clock counting down. and i quickly blinked away the tears as fear rushed through me and i picked up my ben to answer the first questions

=x=

ah yeah ahahaha, good typo "pick up my ben" it was kinda rushed, and totally not making fun of anyone at all :L but hopefully, co-written blogs will come more often :D ciao!

/choolie.

tuesday, november 11, 2k8

9:45pm.

sixtyseven.

2008-11-10T20:54:00.003+11:00

HAHAHAHA THANKS AMANDAAAAA I LOVE YOU!
amanda's "present"

so anyway, today was the first two school cert exams; english and science. english was piss easy and science was a bit harder, but still alright. i had at least half an hour left over in both exams. after finishing science, i got so bored that i wrote metro station lyrics all over my forearm :D it looks mad haha.

didnt finish science until about 5 - 10 past 3 so everybody missed the train. went across the line to get magnumss (:
LOOOOOL SO MANY MARIAM MOMENTS ON THE TRAIN! two of the best;
1) me: omg i just laughed like a mariam
mariam: EW, mary.
me: .. i said mariam.
mariam: ......oh.
2) she was playing with a lighter, and it didnt light the first two times but she kept flicking. on the third time, it actually lit up and she screamed like she'd never seen fire before in her life, it was hilarious hahahah

also at one point, both mariam and amanda were trying to "hug" with their eyes which was.. interesting. im sure not many of you have ever looked at the two people sitting across from you, and have them both rolling their eyes around as if they have down syndrome.'

got off at cabra and ran into ella, ying and joanna. talked for a bit and somehow was separated from tien, justine and nikki? ella and i eventually found them again at the library. had an .. interesting encounter at the library. well has everyone seen that reeeeeal scary looking chick in cabra who always carries lots of bags, dresses in the dark and always has lipstick on her teeth? well me and ella talked to her today :D lena, cindy and saowandy sitting at the next table were laughing the whoooole time, just cos she was so weird.

me and justine are thinking of cosplaying for next years animani/smash.. would anyone like a project over the holidays? contact either of us to book a character in our cosplay crewww :D characters from what game you ask? PHOENIX WRIGHT :D:D:D:D so that means like phoenix, mia, maya, edgey, franziska, whoever :D so so so yeah, talk to us :D

/ choolie.
monday, october 10, 2k8
10:14pm.

sixtysix.

2008-11-09T21:35:00.003+11:00

i really do wonder how long ill bother with this blog. ive done a couple of practice science tests online for the past hour or so, getting anything between 75 - 95% which isnt too bad :D im going to sleeeeeeep early tonight, maybe after i finish watching finding nemo haha just wanna wish everyone soooooper good luck with sc cos after that we can bludge (:(:

HEY MISTER GRUMPY GILLS
when life gets you down, yknow what you gotta do?
just keep swimming, just keep swimming
what do we do? we swim, swim, swim

ps, i am now officially dating eponie? hmm.

/ choolie.
sunday, november 9, 2k8
9:55pm.

sixtyfive.

2008-11-09T20:18:00.003+11:00

FARR BROOOOOOOOOO
MY EARS ARE ITCHING LIKE A BITCH
A FAT UGLY ITCHY BITCH
AND I CANT EVEN TOUCH IT
OMGGGG KILL MEEEE

(*) disco - metro station.

/ choolie.
sunday, november 9, 2k8
8:20pm.

sixtyfour.

2008-11-09T15:15:00.003+11:00

BLEEECCCHHH DONT WANNA STUDY.
broooooooo i am so so so so so not bothered with this stupid sc. its too hot to do anything productive today anyway :/

what, you ask, have i been doing all morning? well i woke up at around like, 9 or 10 and made pancakes. and then i ate them while watching cinderella story :D:D then i got on the net, and thats where ive been since. i visited neopets before, and it was like seeing a childhood friend for the first time in 10 years. brings back so many memories :L the whole site looks so different

my ears are starting to itch like crazy, its pissing me off. the constant tickleeeee on my eeeeaarr lobeeeesss D: i wanna scratch but im scared ill like, rip out the earring and.. make lots.. of.. blood. YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.

nts; shows/movies paul should burn for me (:
- forgetting sarah marshall
- what happens in vegas
- ATAPSSSS DARNIT
- transformers
- dawons creek s2
- gossip girl s2
- burn notice
- psych
- battle royale
- the corpse bride
- forrest gump
- potc movies
- napoleon dynamite
- hot fuzz
- i am legend
- be kind, rewind
- horton hears a who
- speed racer
- the happening
- the love guru
- wall-e
- 27 dresses
thats it for now i think :L:L

just wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to steveeeennn and HAPPY ONE YEAR to eponie and yen (: gonna go for a shower now. hahaha.

/ choolie.
sunday, november 9, 2k8
3:34pm.

sixtythree.

2008-11-08T21:45:00.003+11:00

ok, so. just got back from a long and tedious family dinner. food? acceptable. company? not so much. i swear i cant leave the house without having an argument with my mum, shes so infuriating. even when we dont leave the house we're at eachothers necks.

i was waiting for her to get ready so we could leave, so i pulled out my pe media scrapbook and flip through it. she comes in after a bit and asks if im studying for my school certificate exams. "nah."
"whats that then?"
"pe scrapbook. did you know you lose 10 - 15% more weight if you take a walk 45 minutes after eating?"
"well you dont need to worry about stuff like that anyway."
for a minute i thought she had decided to maybe read some book on good parenting and nurturing your kids. could it be true that she actually does love me, and accepts me the way i am? *hopeful* then i realise what she really means is that i dont need to worry about "stuff like that" because im MEANT to be worrying about sc. mm good.

then dinner. so we're sitting at the table, me, her and the boyfriend. theyre talking blahhhh blah blah while some fat chick sings celine dion in the background. we went milano btw, near lansvale hotel. pretty swanky place. so im listening to my ipod and after completely ignoring me for like 15 minutes (which i prefer in any case) she turns to me and says "YOU DONT LISTEN TO MUSIC DURING A FAMILY DINNER." the fuck? so i wait til she's not looking and thread my earphone through my jumper. ive already lost my appetite by this point.

the food comes, we start etc but she notices im not eating much and she asks me why. i tell her im not hungry and yknow what she does? she goes into some suuuupernatural rage about how i GOTTA RUIN THINGS EVERY TIME WE GO OUT! or how i DONT CARE ABOUT ANYONES FEELINGS! how its always ME ME ME, WHAT I WANT, HOW I FEEL, HOW I LOOK, WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK ABOUT ME ME ME ME ME! and then she yells that i can be a "dumb anorexic" if i want, so i grab the keys and go to wait in the car, telling the waitress on the way out to put my penne in a takeaway box. we probably drove home in silence, but i wasnt paying much attention to anything but my game of vortex.

whatta fun night. i always look forward to spending time with mumzy :D

/ choolie.
saturday, november 8, 2k8
10:10pm.

sixtytwo.

2008-11-08T14:28:00.003+11:00

ive been waiting all day here for you babe
so wont you come and sit and talk to me
and tell me how we're gonna be together always
hope you know that when its late at night
i hold onto my pillow tight
and think of how you promised me forever
i never thought that anyone
could make me feel this way
now that youre here boy, all i want
is just a chance to say

get out, leave right now
its the end of you and me
its too late now and i cant wait for you to be gone
cos i know about her, and i wonder how i bought all the lies
you said that you would treat me right
but you were just a waste of time

tell me why youre looking so confused
when im the one who didnt know the truth
how could you ever be so cold
to go behind my back and call my friend
boy you mustve gone and bumped your head
cos your left her number on your phone
so now after all is said and done
maybe im the one to blame but
to think that you could be the one
well it didnt work out that way

i wanted you right here with me
but i have no choice, you gotta leave
because my heart is breaking
with every word im saying
i gave up everything i had
on something that just wouldnt last
but i refuse to cry
no tears will fall from these eyes

get out, leave right now
its the end of you and me
its too late, and i cant wait for you to be gone
cos i know about her, and i wonder how i bought all the lies
you said that you would treat me right
but you were just a waste of time

/ choolie.
saturday, november 8, 2k8
2:35pm.

sixtyone.

2008-11-08T11:31:00.003+11:00

got bored so i made a new bg using something better than ms paint :L photoshop CS2, google images, brushes from celestial-star, time taken: 55mins.
yummm going out for italian tonight (:

/ choolie.
saturday, november 8, 2k8
11:43am.

sixty.

2008-11-07T23:24:00.003+11:00

haha sixty posts. sixty pointless posts.

now that we're done, im so sorry
why did i lie? im so sorry
i know i hurt you, i know i hurt you

/ choolie.
friday, november 7, 2k8
11:27pm.

fiftynine.

2008-11-07T22:51:00.003+11:00

i suppose im not angry. if anything, it makes me laugh.
did you see this as your chance to move in? i sometimes wonder if youre doing this for him, or for yourself. i cant exactly say youre moving in on my territory or anything, can i? not that i would anyway, but to be perfectly honest, i dont think you could ever fill the spot i left in him.

/ choolie.
friday, november 7, 2k8
10:58pm.

fiftyeight.

2008-11-07T22:24:00.003+11:00

I SOLEMNLY SWEAR I AM UP TO NO GOOD.
i just watched harry potter. can you tell? :D
prisoner of azkaban is my favourite of them all, foshiz.

so anyway, today was pretty cool. hahah im just trying to remember things that happened. well first two periods was double pe, but i couldnt swim cos my ears lol. so i sat on the side and made thumbholes in my jumper (: rest of the lessons were alright, just revision mostly for the sc. it all starts on monday ; 3 days of exams and then its aaaaaaall over. i cant waaitt! cos after that, its all fun stuff (Y) im not sure if ill bother revising for the exams to be honest. maybe a little on sunday, mostly for maths and history.

that actually pretty much sums up my day. how uninteresting hahah. my ears are doing good :D

/ choolie.
friday, november 7, 2k8
10:44pm.

fiftyseven.

2008-11-06T22:41:00.003+11:00

haha still not asleep yet.
im so excited about the formal!
weeeeee :D

/ choolie.
thursday, november 6, 2k8
10:41pm.

fiftysix.

2008-11-06T22:11:00.003+11:00

IM SO LAZY WITH MY POSTS THESE DAYS.
just always tired after school and shit. like right now, i wanna just sleep. ill probably go after this entry (: sooooo tired. didnt even have a nap today.

first of all - mariams birthday.
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEEEEEEENNNNNN! youre one of the best friends ive had or ever will have. never will i forget you and all your quirks for as long as i live. youre a new type of special. if you had five dollars and chuck norris had five dollars, you would have more money than chuck norris. true? true. *does the hand thingy*

milan, mariam & amanda

since it was mariams birthday today justine, amanda, tien, andrew do, milan and i went across the line to find her a card. we found a really big one that said on the front "we thought itd be nice to send you a card with a $100 note in it.." and then on the inside it says "but we searched the entire newsagency but couldnt find one. but have a happy birthday anyway!" lol, cool right? cool. sooooo many people wrote in it, even people who, after writing, asked me "so whos mariam?" hahaha. the only thing that pissed me off a little was jana. she took up like a quarter of the entire card and wrote "JANA HATES YOU" in big letters. like wtf? but anyway, we also bought mariam 2 boxes of jols, cos she loves jols (:

the card

also today, i got to hang out with paul after school. we went cabra first and guess what? I GOT MY EARS PIERCED :D and i didnt even cry or scream! ask paul, i swear! it hurt a little, but thats okay (:

after cabra, we left to do what we first set out to do - find paul something to wear for the formal. we spent aaaaages in myers but we found what we needed. green shirt, suit jacket and pants. we went shoe shopping for a while too, but i didnt like any of them cos they were either ugly, not shiny enough, too expensive, or too pointy. his mum came to meet us after a while, with his brother. we spent another 30 - 45 minutes looking for more stuff cos she wasnt happy with the size? but yeah, it all turned out alright. in myer i also managed to get a suuuuper cute forever friends bear, and A MOSSIMO BRA. its totally hot, but too small for me hahaha. it like, hurts to put on BUT ITS REAL HOT.

pauls mum drove me to the station, and i caught the train back to cabra. got home at about 7? watched home and away, shower etc.. no nap :/ my ears still hurt a little, but its not bad. i took a bundle of photos today but i dont have the cable for my camera so i cant upload themmm! its killing me. if anyone has an olympus camera cable, or an xD reader (lol paul, say nothing) then could you pleeease lend it to me? ill be eternally grateful :D

i am deeeead tired. gnight all! ill post pics when i can.

/ choolie.
thursday, november 6, 2k8
10:30pm.

fiftyfive.

2008-11-05T22:07:00.003+11:00

lol sorry my last post ended so abruptly, i had to get off the comp and i hadnt saved yet, so i just hit publish. today was funnnnnn as! i dont remember much about school but aaafter it was good.

ok, so. this trip to livo right? me and milan walked from sport to westies and we ran into mariam and amanda. manda went to catch the bus so the three of us left walked around a bit until around 2:30. got maccas, perved on the guy in gloria jeans and then went out to the go-lo corner at about 2:45 to meet up with kevin, who had shehata, lily and andrew do with him. as milan left, we saw aliosha so i used his phone to call up sarah. gave her mariams number and went walking around a bit. faaarrr kevin that lazy cunt just kept standing there so me and mariam dogged him.

we went to forever new to see if we could find mariam a dress for the fairvale formal, but nothing. walked past the gloria jeans guy a couple more times, checked out shoeees. haha. mariam got 2 weird messages that were like "waiting for the train" and "we're at go-lo" and it took us like half an hour to realise it was from sarah and claudia hahaha so we ran out to the corner laughing. mariam left at this point, so i spent the rest of the day with sarah and claud (:

we went to sit outside halfway through so the other two could have a smoke, and then this random lady comes and sit in between us and shes like "hope im not intruding" and she pulls out a smoke too. she saw me playing my ds and shes like "GUITAR HERO? NO WAY?!" and she asked me if she could try, and im not going to say no to a stranger holding a lit cigarette. she was scary. playing on easy, she yelled out "NO!" whenever she missed a note, which we found quite hilarious. she left really abruptly and said we were "top chicks" rofl

all in all, today was goooooooddddd, i got heaps of stuff with sarah and claud. i have everything i need for the formal plus more (:

- gold flats

- gold headband

- gold pendant

- cuuuute gold clutch

- black flats with chain on them

- silver clutch that i gave to sarah

- copy of eragon lol

now something i mentioned in my last blog. remember that picture in the textbook i told you guys about? ..i have pictures (:

and the first two lines of the poem NEXT to this picture:

"the thing to remember about fathers, is that theyre men.

a girl has to keep it in mind."

/ choolie.
wednesday, november 5, 2k8
11:39pm.

fiftyfour.

2008-11-04T19:45:00.003+11:00

i keep leaving my blogs until late these days, i guess i keep finding other things to do.
im just suuuuuper happy right now. i have been for most of the day actually.

we had kolodjiez for english today and he was writing down the names of people who were misbehaving. next to mine, he wrote "wouldnt stop laughing" hahha i couldnt help it! we had those poetry textbooks, there was a picture of a guy touching a little girls butt roflol and i just found it really funny even though kolodjiez didnt. i still remember it was on page 227 :D i took a picture of the picture with nikkis phone, so once she sends it to me i shall show you (:

that whole period was really fun haha nick kept stirring trouble as always, and at one point, the ENTIRE class laughed at me laughing. how emotionally degrading. my mood kinda faltered a bit when we got major results back today. im nott happy with my commerce mark at all, its the worst ive ever done in any comm exam. only 81%. even TIEN beat me. TIEN. ffffffff? but oh well, i beat udit in ag. hahahaahhaah.

planning to go livo westies after school with some people tomorrow, look for formal stufffff (: kevin, sarah, claudia.. and andrew shehata? haha and maybe andrew do or something. i might ask ella to come (:

now to the exccccccitinggggg news. i got a new caaaameraaaa :D:D:D:D 10.0 megapixel olympus. its sseeexxxxxyyyyy! i wanna name it hahaha.

fiftythree.

2008-11-03T20:33:00.003+11:00

tiredddd cbf blogging.
today was boring anyway, not much to blog.

/ choolie.
monday, november 3, 2k8
9:15pm.

fiftytwo.

2008-11-02T18:17:00.003+11:00

Paul says:
lol so umm what do guys wear to a formal? :L
Paul says:
im assuming not dresses
- julie UHOH. says:
LOL!
- julie UHOH. says:
no totally, i have a sweet little lbd i can lend you
Paul says:
lol i think ill go with something more conservative
- julie UHOH. says:
roflmao if youre sure
- julie UHOH. says:
i wont feel cut
- julie UHOH. says:
as long as i get to do your makeup (:
Paul says:
:L u srs?
- julie UHOH. says:
YEAH BRO
Paul says:
rofl what would u do to me?
- julie UHOH. says:
the whole shebang
- julie UHOH. says:
eyeliner, mascara, blush, all that shiz
Paul says:
i dont know about the mascara or eyeliner :L i guess a little blush is alright >.>
- julie UHOH. says:
.....
- julie UHOH. says:
YOU DID NOT JUST SAY THAT
- julie UHOH. says:
AAHHAHAHAHA
Paul says:
LOL u suggested it
- julie UHOH. says:
prtscrn
Paul says:
no
Paul says:
faskfsef ;sez;f noaw
Paul says:
fszklne nsz

at this point, paul posted about 15 empty messages in an attempt to stall me.

Paul says:
lol please :L
- julie UHOH. says:
WHAT? PLEASE POST IT? ALRIGHT
- julie UHOH. says:
BUT ONLY COS YOURE MY FRIEND
Paul says:
LOL
Paul says:
bitch

/ choolie.
sunday, november 2, 2k8
6:34pm.

fiftyone.

2008-11-02T13:44:00.003+11:00

WHY CHARLIE?
WHY DID YOU DO IT?
WWWHHHHHHYYYYYYYY?!

/ choolie.
sunday, november 2, 2k8
1:45pm.

fifty.

2008-11-02T11:36:00.003+11:00

fiftieth post, first of november.
sorry i havent posted since thursday when everyones used to me posting about 5 times a day haha its cos on friday i was at ellas house all afternoon and i didnt find the time to even go online. and yesterday, i think my neighbours turned off their router :/ either way, im back on now (:

i dont.. really remember much to blog about? haha. um lets see. on friday i did NOT wanna go to school at all. i just wanted to like sleeeeeepp all day but i ended up sleeping until about 9:30 and then being forced to go to school. IT WAS SO FREAKING HOTTTTT like 37 damn degrees. i hope the next time we have a day with bad subjects, it goes up to 40 so we can go home :D the stupid school only has about 5 rooms in total with aircon. its cruel, man!

yesterday was a pretty good day, despite my lack of internet. i got up waaaayyy in time to watch wizards of waverley place + hannah montana. i even got see half of the emperors new school :D i spent the rest of the day scrapbooking while watching avatar on my laptop. got 2 more episodes to go before i finished book of earth (: my favourite episode ever ever ever is the second ep of earth, where they gotta go through the tunnel of two lovers and theyre with the nomads bahahah so funny.

for some reason, my right arm hurts :/

shouts;
- happy birthday to shirleyyyy! who turned 16 on friday 31st
- happy 4 months to jordan + minhchau for yesterday
- congrats to quyen and vivek who won the yr10 src elections
- hbd today to selena, turning 15 (:

(*) stay close, dont go - secondhand serenade.

/ choolie.
sunday, november 2, 2k8
12:15pm.

fortynine.

2008-10-30T23:40:00.003+11:00

i love ebay.
and sorry bout her face, it was ugly as fuck.

/ choolie.
thursday, october 30, 2k8
11:43pm.

fortyeight.

2008-10-30T19:33:00.003+11:00

HELLOOOO.
today was a pretty good day overall, i must say. except for a few things.
1) my dress was too short
2) my fringe was fucked up
3) the weather was lame until about lunch
4) I BOUGHT CHICKEN NOODLES AND WHEN I HELD THEM, I HELD THEM TOO TIGHT SO ALL THE HOT BOILING WATER WENT ON MY HAND AND IT REALLY REALLY HURT AND MY HAND SMELT LIKE CHICKEN.
but other than that it was pretty cool :D

first up was double pe in the poolssss. about half the class was already gone cos of ipt or being sick, so in the end.. only 6 people got in the water. the ones who didnt bring notes for not swimming had to write stuff, but the rest got to laze around and do whatever. garner brought his guitar today so there was something to do while sarah played my ds. maybe halfway through the second period, we went back to a room to watch some video and whenever mr hughes got up to pause or rewind the video, there would be a seriously awkward silence and i have no idea why. but it was hilarious haha and it happened maybe like 3 - 4 times.

recess was when i burnt my hand D: totally killed man. period 3 was history - me and sarah fell asleep haha mr purves is so damn boring. english and maths were ordinary but today was the BEST ag lesson EVER.

everyone know my lotus elise? best toy car ever :) well today mr schippers let us bludge cos so many people were away so nick and oswald started playing with my car, building ramps and jumps and stuff. after a while, the whole class got into it and we built a massive ramp out of folders that went off the science tables onto a row of lab chairs, it was awesome. we even had a ring of fire that was pretty much just a ring, cos mr schippers wouldnt let us set it on fire. nick even filmed everything with his phone, so maybe ill post vids if i get my hands on them :L it was so fun though :)

after school john, tien and i got off at cabra. tien had to go home so i went with john to morning glory to get some stuff for his sister. when he left i was about to head home but i ran into sunny + danica, so i ended up sitting in happycup and talking to danica until like 4:30. shes so cuuuutee :) i got home just in time to shower and watch rollercoaster, but i fell asleep at some point and didnt wake up until about 7:00. oh well. naps are always good.

I NEED TO FINISH MY COMMERCE THINGOOO.
shall be uncapped soon (Y)

/ choolie.
thursday, october 30, 2k8
9:06pm.

fortyseven.

2008-10-29T23:00:00.003+11:00

"when mr faulds stood sideways i imagined there was a big projector at the back of the room. he had a hard-on that you could see on the board and we were all tracing it?
it was like a dream except i was awake."

ask no questions, tell no lies.

/ choolie.
wednesday, october 29, 2k8
11:05pm.

fortysix.

2008-10-29T19:57:00.003+11:00

TODAYS WEATHER WAS YYYUUCCCKKKK.
i hate rain. it makes my fringe curly. and when my fringe gets curly, i get pissy.

brb dinner.

yuuum mashed potatoes. and stuff. im watching house :) OOHHHEMGEE HE JUST KISSED CUDDY. WOAH-HO-HO-HOOOHH.
well anyway, i cant remember anything about today. oh right we had src voting today, but i came late so i had to vote at recess. when i went to ag, everybody was goneeee so i had to walk around and try to look for them. they were doing cow drenching + vaccinating o: and i realised that cows have funny wobbly turkey things under their necks lol. i gave sarah a wedgie :) a big one. but then i stopped cos she was like "julie, im holding a needle bigger than your arm"

OMGGGGG ITS A GAMEBOY! ( + [¯¯¯] ·:· )
dooooood that is so cool. its a gameboy! haha. speaking of games, my cs wouldnt work in science, so i didnt get to kill stuff.

ROFL I JUST SPENT THE LAST HALF AN HOUR MAKING STUFF ON MSN WITH BLOSIA.

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oh and happy 16th birthday to kevinthay!
one year older, one year closer to dying.

/ choolie.
wednesday, october 29, 2k8
10:48pm.

fortyfive.

2008-10-28T21:35:00.003+11:00

im surprised to find i dont remember much at all about school today :L
actually, im not at all surprised. my memory is terrible. like my eyesight. i would like to rectify my statement from the other blog that said wombats are only from tasmania. im an idiot hahaha, i was thinking about tasmanian devils :)

hannah dear, forever friends
sincerely yours never again

im so borreeddd. today in geography, i accidentally wrote "aboriganal." it was funny at the time. ALSO, I PLAYED CS IN SCIENCE, AND I KILLEDDDD STTTUUFFFFFF. are you proud? :) garner insisted on killing me everytime, but i managed to shoot down a few bots in between fits of dying :) oh hey hey, we're making caramel slices in food tech :) pure sugar, fat and cholestrol. im not kidding.

two hilarious things happened today; one in maths, one on the train. id tell you about what happened in maths but i cant just yet so ill do it tomorrow. i CAN however tell you that on the train, milan was jumping up and down and forgot he was inside. he hit his head on the roof of the carriage so hard that for a minute, his torso was all crumpled up against the ceiling while his feet were still off the ground. i have never laughed so much in my life. well, i have, but yknow.

sport tomorrow.
CHICKEN CHICKEN CHICKEN FETTUCINE.

/ choolie.
tuesday, october 28, 2k8
10:29pm.

fortyfour.

2008-10-27T23:41:00.003+11:00

FAHHH YOU KNOW WHAT I HATE?
people on bebo who insist on being fucking morons and spamming my fucking homepage with comments on their own pictures that are like,

"noooo im not pretty, you are!"
"YOU LIAR! im ugly!"
"awww thats not true, i wish i was as hot as youuuu"
"nah yooooure the prettiest!"
"no i dont like my face, i like yours :D"

LIKE WTF STFU YOU FUCKING CHEESEDICKS.
IF SOMEONE COMPLIMENTS YOU, JUST FUCKING TAKE IT. IF YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE UGLY, YOU WOULDNT FUCKING POST THE PICTURES, NOW WOULD YOU? GROW SOME FUCKING BRAINS YOU LITTLE FUCKERS. FUCK YOU. FUCK.

end rant.

/ choolie.
monday, october 27, 2k8
11:48pm.

fortythree.

2008-10-27T21:39:00.003+11:00

DEWD IT IS SO HAWT TODAY! my gooooooosshhh it was like 40 degrees out there i swear >:/first things first - i wanted to post something yesterday cos i didnt get a chance to. mumzilla took my latop cos i pretty much implied i never listen when she talks. which i dont. ANYWAY. on friday afternoon, i happened to go to the library with someone, and this someone happened to walk straight into a parked car. like, hard. bahahaha. IT TOTALLY CAME AT YOU, RIGHT? O: roflmao! WANT PICS? OKAY YEAH.

the UNMISSABLE car ;

the "somebodys" leg after the incident. totally not bruising ;

lololol moving along.. heres a summary of my day today :)
- brought guitar to school, jammed with christina
- teaching justine to play kelsey ^^
- garner + andrew do bludgeeedd, didnt come to school. left me alone with sarah farrell, wow freak.
- amy brought year 3 school photos from casula public featuring kevin thay, ishraq, nabilah, ashik, jake bacon and BATEHUP (Y) plus random year 9s
- ag; potatoes growing well :D
- mr kolodjiez for english, nobody paid any attention. "so why did you call it a spelling test?"
- had to watch a stupid video in science, got to have a nap. so did everyone else, especially brian who kept sleeping even after the lights were back on.
- speaking of which, fouhzy has terrible BO. no kidding.
- maths + history = boooorrrrrring as usual
- cabra with tien, saw lannie + joanne, and then bus with grace and carmen
- CAME HOME, WATCHED ANGELA ANACONDA AND M.I.HIGH AND WILL & GRACE AND AUSTRALIAN IDOL FT. CHRIS BROWN AND GOOD NEWS WEEEEKK :D
- ate mi goreng. yeeeahahaha (Y)

seriously hot + bored right now. omg hey, i think theres something wrong with me. i have some kind of strange heterosexual obsession with legs. i dont know hahah but when i look at magazines and stuff, ill check out everyones legs. and at school too, i dont know who you are, but ive probably looked at your legs. hahahah. im not a lesbian but i obsess and look at girls with nice legs. its sorta weird. im creeping myself out. i dont get off on it or anything, because that would be REALLY scary. hmm.

/ choolie.
monday, october 27, 2k8
9:55pm.

fortytwo.

2008-10-26T14:12:00.003+11:00

bored bored boredy bored bored. went optometrist this morning. my eyes got a teensy bit worse, which is definitely not the internets fault :L when i got home, i learnt to play "stay close, dont go" on the guitar :D woo! i love secondhand serenade, about even with metro station. which is a lotttt :)

ANOTHER IMPORTANT DATE I FORGOT TO MENTION IN MY OTHER BLOG.
does anyone wanna come UNITY 2008; THE REVOLUTION on the 6th of December? its at sydney showground, 9 - 6 for about $50 + bf. itll be THE best this year - utopia, hard wars, fantasia, masif, anthems, ALL IN ONE. how effing awesome. theres no turn-downs AND free rides all night :D its 16+ so borrow someones id if youre not 16 yet, full alki for 18+ id. if its anything like utopia, you could use one of your grandparents drivers licenses and they'll just be like, "...this isnt you. get in." thats what happened to jack waite :L
pahhaha so msn me if you wanna come :)

(*) california - metro station.

/ choolie.
sunday, october 26, 2k8
2:37pm.

fortyone.

2008-10-26T12:10:00.003+11:00

THE FRANKFURT FELL OUTA MY HAWTDAWG >:/

/ choolie.
sunday, october 26, 2k8
12:14pm.

forty.

2008-10-26T02:02:00.003+11:00

I AM TRULY AND HONESTLY BORED TO TEARS.

but i think i made that pretty apparent in my last blog.
my mum got mad at me for drawing on food, so she chopped up captainhernandocustardiron right in front of me. that sadistic whore, has she no feelings? all i really wanted to do was draw faces, but i took captainhernandocustardiron's death as an opportunity to waste a good 15 minutes of my day. there is just NOTHING to do.

i have an optometetristosterone appointment at 10 tomorrow, so ill probably be getting new glasses. YAY? my eyesight is terrible, i remember seeing a log in the distance once and telling amanda and justine that i didnt know our school had wombats. wtf is wrong with me, wombats are only in tasmania anyway.

there are a few important dates coming up;
31OCT/ halloween + shirleys bday
6NOV/ mariams 16th
10NOV/ sc week starts
24NOV/ mandas 16th
29NOV/ blosias 16th
11DEC/ twilight movie release!

must remember, must remember.

/ choolie.
sunday, october 26, 2k8
2:02am.

thirtynine.

2008-10-25T18:54:00.003+11:00

"WHY HELLO THERE, I AM
CAPTAINHERNANDOCUSTARDIRON."

"YOURE GOING TO WHAAAT? EAT ME?!

YOU CANT DO THAT!!1?!!!11!"

"i dont think you have a

choice in the matter."

" . . . . . "

/ choolie.

saturday, october 25, 2k8

7:40pm.

thirtyeight.

2008-10-25T17:44:00.003+11:00

ok, so.

i will no longer be the word-for-word gullible julie. i wont depend so heavily on the people i have around me, these so-called friends. to me, thats only a title. none of them can keep their word. those who promised "ill be there for you no matter what" are now gone. ive only a few i can trust now, that i can call my best friends. those are the ones who never said theyd by stick me, because they didnt have to say it out loud. i guess i always just knew.

boys will take no big part of my life now. theyre like chocolate cake; they'll be there for a minute, so sweet, but then theyre gone, leaving you with nothing but a stomachache. and their actions are just so unpredictable. one second he can make you feel like the happiest girl alive, and the next he'll shatter the thin ice youre standing on. he'll give you 1000 reasons to trust him, and he'll come up with 1000 ways to hold your heart with all the sweet bullshit that comes out of his bitter mouth. when hes done toying with you, he'll be gone in a flash, leaving you wondering why. who needs to be treated like that?

/ choolie.
saturday, october 25, 2k8
6:05pm.

thirtyseven.

2008-10-25T13:28:00.003+11:00

its so raw.

saturday, october 25, 2k8

1:55pm.

thirtysix.

2008-10-25T13:13:00.003+11:00

im so happy right now! i found an awesome photographer on fotolog; sbastien from spain. and he has a blogspot too. his photos are amazing, they make me feel. and its not just his subject matter haha but its the pictures themselves.. theres simply something about them that makes them feel so real, so natural to me. and.. free. rebellious.

blogspot
fotolog
myspace
iqons

saturday, october 25, 2k8
1:14pm.