eyes lit on sharp threats from dark lips
but lights press the soft skin to rough hands
extra marks to whoever gets what ive named my blog.
so, went ID at the luna park big top on tuesday. it was crazy, so many people were there. by the end of the night i was soaking wet. some of it was water, some of it was my sweat and the rest was other people's sweat :L the bad thing about being short is that you're just yknow doing your thing, dancing or whatever and then some tall guy doesnt see you there, starts pumping his arm up in the air in time with the music, and you end up with a faceful of armpit.
it was okay though, i spent most of the time right at the front cos all the tall people let me go in front of them lol. i was there with mariam, karols and platini but they decided to leave around 9:30. i stayed with another friend, naomi, until the end of the night which was 11 ish. had an awesome night. dancing for 5 straight hours (Y)
the whole place was kinda sleazy though. you look around and theres couples making out and dry-humping LOL. and theres the guys who come up behind random girls and start grinding into them and all kinds of shit like that. i mostly stayed out of trouble :) just gotta feel sorry for the girls who are gonna find pictures of themselves on myspace with someones hand on their boob or a shot of themselves drunkenly sucking face with a stranger.
"face down, ass up, thats the way we like to fuck"
ok, i know the event was for u18's but i seriously saw this little kid there and he couldnt have been more than 10 or 11 years old. he was getting shoved around a bit until some older guy, who i assume was his brother, steps in. he stands in front keeping one hand on the kids chest, points his finger at all the tools says, "HEY, HEY. FUCK OFF ALRIGHT? FUCK OFF." the funniest part was how smug the kid looked standing there behind his bro hahah. after that, the bullies cleared a path so the boy could get all the way to the front and made sure they didnt bother him again.
i couldnt believe a can of redbull costed $6.50 at the venue. not even the big cans, the little ones. i prolly spent 10 or 15 dollars that night just buying a couple bottles of water. it was so HOT in there, and once you get into the middle of the crowd the air is really stale and everybodys skin is sticky. all in all though, worth it. very worth it.
wrap my arms around your name
feel your breath against my pain
as I breathe out, the past is gone
empty smile, make it hard
who I was falls apart
when you're here inside of me
feel til you're numb
depth perception becoming the new deaf and dumb
i got about 4 hours of sleep the night i went ID which was bad seeing as wednesday, the day after, i had to wake up early and drag myself to the train station. i signed up for the thing at the university of sydney, "degree in a day". heaps of people from hurlstone were there, as well as some people i knew from before and some people i got to know on the day.
oh also, john we're sorry we played that joke on you. i was really hoping you'd believe us when we said we were kidding cos i'd hate if you saw us as "those" kinda girls, yknow? we are responsible and mature people (: but apparently you knew all along that it wasnt real. so we were being tricked /: OH AND AND THANKS FOR SAYING IT ONLY ONCE, AND SAYING IT TO MEEEEE YOURE THE BEST :D you should never ever ever ever never never ever say it anyone else ever again. just me :D cos we all know what you said is trueeeee, and i mean cmon, how could you not?
ok so, back to usyd. courtney, kevinn, amanda, mariam and naflee were all there on the day. unfortunately, paul and kevint didnt quite get it :L everyone who made it in got to choose 2 courses to sample during the day. after all, its not that long til we have to start thinking about unis and stuff :/ so yeah, for my morning course i chose psychology and in the afternoon my pick was financial market trading.
after the campus tour, 20 painfully boring minutes of them trying to sell us the school saying how awesome it is and everything, we finally headed to the classes. nobody else had chosen psych as their morning course so i was forced to make friends. i met this girl, alexandra, who's in some performing arts school but is really interested in psychology. she goes dance with nicola burbidge from our school (: small world. so yeah, we did some group activites and some discussion, then we watched a video called bullshit which was basically a guy trying to prove that some theory was bullshit.
we met up with everyone again after morning courses, had complimentary pizza and soft drinks, and talked about whatever we'd just had. all the people in other courses had got some sort of freebies, so i felt kinda gypped, but whatever. free pizza :D
after about a 40min break, we were all split up again into afternoon courses. this time i had mariam with me, so it was all good. we dragged some random girl named sally into one of our play fights which was pretty funny.
"yeah dont talk to that retard, she'll kidnap and rape you."
"oh yeah whatever, listen to what that stupid bitch says. shes a dirty cheating liar!"
"er.. okay.. guys.."
LOL so yeah. coming to realise how big the usyd campus is, we had to walk 15 minutes to the economics and business building and guess what. they made us sit in one of the computer labs for like another 20 minutes doing nothing because the person who was meant to come and do the course was "late". so we get some curry chick who rambles on and on about nothing in particular when the other instructor we had enters the class and says, "err actually.. the guy's in japan." WHAT THE FUCK? so what do they do, they take us on another campus tour. ffuuuunnnn. being totally fed up, once we saw an opportunity, mariam and i dashed off from the group and headed towards redfern station.
we were both pretty tired from ID the night before so we kinda just sat on the station and slept LOL hobos. it was about an hour before everybody started coming out to meet up with us after their courses. mariam was really sleepy so she went straight home but i decided to stay with the others who were going to just hang around the city for the rest of the day.
courtney, kevin, thuy, amanda and hien was our group. we didnt do anything particularly fun to be honest. lots of walking, a bit of shopping. i probably got home around 6 that day? slept 12 hours, from 8 to 8.
realised I was passing through
From the moment I saw you
i was hypnotized
couldn't wait to get you alone
so I could walk with you
so I could talk with you, oh
tomorrow is my birthdaaayyy!
i dont guess or expect anything (presents i mean) because if i do get something, its a total surprise.
and you know how i love surprises (:
also, thanks for not making any "YOU CAN HAVE SEX NOW" jokes.
actually.. nobodys made any at all. makes me wonder what youre all thinking.
/ julie.
sunday, 19th april, 2k9
4:23pm.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
#122 - "sissy" blogging, basically
